I am supposed to be meeting my dad in 3 days but I don't know if I want to go. I want to see him but his face will bring back the bad memories. He reminds me of my mom and my mom was terrible.
She would beat me, throw things at me, yell at me, and tell me how disappointed she was in me. She kicked me out because she said she couldn't handle a child with mental disorders, but she is the reason I have them. She caused my anxiety, she caused my depression, she pushed me into self harm, she even tried to get me to kill myself.
I overdosed 7 times because of her. Four of those times she sat there and told me that killing myself was the only option and that everyone's lives would be better with out me. Every time I went to the hospital it was either my brother or my father who took me.
But that's enough about my mom. Yesterday the voices came back. I don't know if they made me do anything because no one was here with me to see it. All I know is I woke up this morning and there was glass EVERYWHERE.
Days clean: 0
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Scream (a depression story)
Novela JuvenilThis is the diary of a girl named Riley. She isn't what most people consider "normal". She has severe depression and is a bit psychotic. Things never seem to get better for her and maybe they never will.
