A boy named Axel

Thoughts of being a boy... Even after life went to hell last night...

I sit in my bed curled up into a ball and my cat Casper curled up on my pillow. He mewed and looked at me his eyes telling me he feels what I feel. I reach up to pet him and he nudged my hand with his head. I smiled weakly and pulled him from my pillow and hugged him. He purred in response and nudge my chin,so I began petting him. I close my eyes and hum to him but mostly to myself. Suddenly a blaze of thoughts rushed to my head about being a boy. Though I have not ever had these thoughts before, I listen.
(A/N hey guys I just want to tell those who are reading this that the thoughts are real real and I have been thinking about being a boy... I don't know where the thoughts had come from and it happened on Sunday so... Please don't judge me just read on and try to understand...Thanks :) )
I open my eyes and sigh. What if I did become a boy will people still be my friends? I got up and went to my bathroom and looked into the mirror.
"Well," I said to myself.
"If you want to be a boy you need to cut your hair." I tell myself and grab
the scissors that were sitting on the bathroom sink and I cut my hair. Then I look at myself in the mirror and smiled slightly.
"I don't look that bad do I?"
I look at Casper and he meows at me. I laughed.
"I can't understand but I also know you don't understand me either right?"
He shakes himself and jumps onto the dresser, nudging my arm so I pet him and scratch him behind his ear. He purred and then meowed again before going to the bathroom. I roll my eyes.
"Alright then."
After I was finished I put on my black pants and a black tank top and pulled on my dark purple converse. I sigh.
"School here I come."

-laugh-

I open the schools front doors and step in and the first person who walked up to me was the blue haired moron jerk face, Axel.
"Leave me alone."
"But Harper.... Woah w what.....y you..."
"I will kill you if you say anything about my hair and if you don't get away from me."
He raises his hands in surrender his face darkened.
"Fine." He stalked off and I sighed with relief a hazardous bullet dodged.
"Hey Harper, Wh- woah um hi... What did you do to yourself?"
Erin looked at me and looked surprise.
"I cut it I guess." I shrugged.
She looked at me and just nodded.
"Ok... Well I am going to go to class see you later Harper." I looked at her and nodded then I headed off towards my class.