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Radiating Fear

Chapter One: RADIATING FEAR

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I was sitting in first hour in Mrs. Davis's math class working on my homework from the night before. I was going fairly quickly through it as math was so easy for me. No one really paid any attention to me since I was a loner and didn't really have any friends except for Bailee, who I've known since grade school. Once I finished my homework as the bell rang for class to start. I turned it in to Mrs. Davis and she mouthed me a 'thank you' and started working on todays work so I wouldn't have as much homework for tonight. I got most of it finished, just a couple more problems that I will hopefully finish tonight. At the end of class I went to my locker to get my things for second hour, literature, when Cody came up beside me, slamming my locker shut.

"Hey slut," he said evily, while groping my ass. I tried to walk away when he grabbed me by the waist, pulling me towards him forcefully.

"Did I say you could walk away from me Parker?," the blonde headed jerk asked me.

He was wearing dark wash jeans, blue Supras, and a purle Polo shirt with the collar up.

"What do you want asshole?" I have no idea where my courage came from.

I was usually quiet and let people walk all over me. Ever since what he did to me I kinda just kept to myself.

"Excuse me? What did you just say to me?," he asked, sending fear all throughout my body.

"N-nothing.. I really need to get to class. I can't be late agian," I stated, hoping he would let me go to my second hour.

I saw this desparate look in his eyes, like he really didn't want me to leave.

"Only if I can see you later tonight. I need help on some things."

I looked arond hoping someone was there to save me from this perverted asshole. Sadly no one even noticed we were even there, not even my bestfriend Bailee who usually always meet me at my locker before second hour so we could walk to class together.

"We aren't together anymore Cody. You can't just use me whenever you want to. I'm not your toy that you can do whatever you want to with me," I spat before turning around starting for Mrs. Jacob's classroom.

I blocked out what he was yelling at me, scared of what it might be. I practically ran to my second hour. Right when I reached my seat the bell rang, telling us that it was time to start class.

I didn't pay attention throughout the rest of second and third hour, I was lost in thought of what he would do to me if he showed up at my house. Honestly, I was scared, no, terrified of the possibilities that could happen. I was shook out of my horrid thoughts when the bell was dismissing us to go to luch. I slowly made my way towards my locker, hoping that Cody wasn't there. Thankfully, he wasn't anywhere in sight. I quickly opened my locker and slid my books in before closing my locker and heading to Bailee's locker which was at the far end of the next hall. Once I got to the short black haired girl's locker I hugged her from behind scaring her in the process. I always did that so I could see her reaction. It was priceless the way she jumped and screamed. She looked good today. She had her cheetah print see-through shirt on with a black tank top underneath, black ripped skinny jeans, and black Vans on.

"Holy shit Izzy! You scared the fuck out of me!" she screamed.

"I don't understand why, I do it all the time," I said while grabbing her arm, pulling her to the cafeteria.

"Izzy, why were you so gloomy during second hour? It looked like you where about to cry. What's wrong? Was it Cody again?," Baille asked, worried.

"No, I'm fine I was just thinking about all the homework I'm going to have tonight. Did you finish our literature homework so I can copy?" I said trying to change the subject so she wouldn't ask again about how I was acting.

"Yea, I'll give it to you after school." She stopped me in the middle of the hallwayl and looked in my eyes.

It felt like she was staring at my soul. Her eyes showed that she was worried and you could tell that she didn't believe me about stressing over homework.

"What was really wrong? You can't just lie to me. I'm your bestfriend and you can tell me anything." You could tell that she was looking for my eyes to give away what I was feeling.

"I know I can, I just don't want to talk about it. I'll tell you afer school if you want to come over," I said quietly, trying to avoid her eyes so I wouldn't break.

"Okay," was all she said.

She took my hand and walked me to the vending machine. We both got a bag of nacho cheese Doritos. Once we sat down at an abandoned table we started eating our triangle shaped chips. All through luch we just sat there, staring each other down while eating our chips slowly, waiting for the bell to ring and go to fourth hour. Listening to the conversations around us, not really wanting to be involved with them. She was still trying to find the real reason why I was acting like I was in Mrs. Jacob's class, reading my eyes and body language. The bell rang dismissing us from luch soon after we both finished our Doritos in silence.

The rest of the day went by fast. I had science, literature, and the rest of math for homework since I wasn't really paying attention. Bailee and I were driving down the street in my black Jeep jamming out to "If You Can't Hang" by our favorite band Sleeping With Sirens. We were screaming the lyrics with our windows down. The weather outside was perfect. It wasn't too hot and there wasn't a cloud in the beautiful blue sky.

"Hey girls, I made pizza for a snack for you guys," my mom said when we walked through the door.

She's short like me, with dark brown hair, light brown eyes, and she's a little chubby. She was wearing her scrubs about to leave to go to work at Walgreens.

"Thanks mom!," we yelled in unison, heading to my room that was upstairs to put down our bags.

We went back to the kitchen to get a couple slices of pepperoni pizza before starting on our homework. I hugged my mom and told her bye before she left to go to work.Soon after we finished our pizza we started on our math homework. She was copying what she didn't have off of my paper until we were both on the same problem.

"So what was up during second hour Iz?," Bailee asked while she was doing the next math problem with a calculator.

"Well Cody came up to my locker saying that he was going to come over today. He thinks he can do whatever he wants to me. I'm not a fucking toy that you can play with anytime you want. I'm a fucking person. I loathe how he thinks that he can use me anytime he wants. I don't even understand how I thought I loved that prick. I mean was I drunk through the whole relationship?"

"If that cock sucker shows up at your door I'll beat the shit out of him. He shouldn't treat you like that."

"Yes, I know Bai. But you've seen what he's done to me and you know what he's capable of...it's just the way he is, sadly. And what if you're not here and he tries to do those things to me again? I don't-" The door bell rang, interuppting me in the middle of my sentence.

Bailee and I walked down the stairs to the front door. I nervously unlocked the door and turned the knob. I slowly opened the door. Hoping it wasn't him.

"Hello beautiful."

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FIRST EDITED CHAPTER!

I'm just starting to learn everything about the story, before adding my own details. But I will be writing this book with Kenzie from now on. I really hope it's good! Please follow, read, like, vote and whatever else you can do for this story! I love feedback!

-Bree xo