1,825 Sleepless Nights

Prologue

Vic's POV:

I sit on the couch thinking about my amazing boyfriend, Kellin. He's helped me through so much in the short two months that we've been together. I helped him too.

When we had first started dating he had just gotten out of a relationship with a girl that he regrets ever meeting. He loved her but then she went and cheated on him with some dick.

My phone starts ringing and I smile when I see its Kellin.

"Hey babe," I say, smiling to myself. He takes a deep breath.

"Vic, we need to talk. Can you come to my place?" He asks, I can tell he's on the verge of tears. His voice is hoarse.

"Oh....um....yeah sure. You okay?" I ask. He takes another shaky breath.

"Honestly, no. I'll tell you about it when you get here," he says. I'm terrified to say the least. I can't lose him. He means too much to me.

"Ok, I'll be there in 5 minutes. I love you." He doesn't respond like usual, he just hangs up. I know whatever it is, it isn't going to be good.

When I show up to his house, he opens the door. I can tell he's been crying. He sees me and more tears roll down his cheek. I run up to him and hug him.

After I pull away I sit on the couch. He sits on the chair across from me.

"Kells, please tell me what's wrong," I say. He takes a deep, shaky breath.

"The girl I was with before I met you. Her name is Katelynne. She's-she's pregnant. I-I'm having a baby. I'm so sorry that I have to do this Vic. I love you so much, remember that. I have to break up with you," he says. I'm speechless.

He gets up and runs out of the house. I start to cry. He was my first love and I just lost him.

I go home and cry, thinking about what just happened. Why does that bitch get him!? She's never been anything but an asshole to him! She fucking cheated on him!

I get my song book and look at the song I had started writing before this whole mess.

I can't wait
To see your brilliant face
Light up the room
Around the pillowcase

That's all I have so far, so I decide to add more. In my songs I always change 'he' to 'she' because I'm not out to certain people that I share my songs with.

She said "Can you come over to my L.A. place,
I got something to tell you,
And it just can't wait"
When I showed up
You held the door in tears
Sat on the couch under the chandelier
You said you're having a baby,
And before I can cry,
You're leaving me just when
I thought you were mine

I put my pencil down, tired of writing. I know it isn't fully Kellin's fault, but in a way it is.

That night I cry myself to sleep. I lost the most important person to me.