Demons

Chapter 4

A/N
The video above is the 'theme song' for the book which is Demons by imagine dragons. What it is about in this book is the person singing would be Rosie, toward Kylie and soon to be Joe. This probably doesn't make any sense sorry. Ok let's continue the story. This chapter contain self hate and self harm, so if you don't like that skip the first paragraph.
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I woke up in the cold hotel room I looked around and saw that Kylie was still sleeping. I got up and slowly walked into the bathroom. I cringed a little when my feet touched the cold tile floor. I went and looked at the mirror, i don't know what I was suspecting when i looked in the mirror. Was I thinking a beautiful princess, that had prefect blond curls, wearing a fancy blue ball gown, would appear. Instead an ugly average girl who had ugly brown with blue highlights, straight hair, wearing grey sweatpants and a black sweatshirt. I knew I wasn't perfect and I knew no one would ever love me. My eyes started watering, I looked in the mirror and saw my glassy eyes. I looked at my wrist and saw the scars from where I had cut myself, which was from when I cut myself before I didn't live with Kylie. I looked over at my bag that had all my bathroom stuff in it. I poured all the contents of the bag on the counter. I heard a small ping and looked down at the ground and saw a little blade. Perfect i said to myself. I shoved everything back into the bag and looked at the little blade I held it in my hand. I touched it to one of my scar and winced a little but I stared to move back and forth. The scar finally stared to bleed I put the knife back in the bag. I wiped away every single tear that has escaped my eyes. I walked out of the bathroom and walked back to my bed Kylie sat up as I sat down.

"Hey, you were up before me," Kylie said as she yawned.

"That's because I more experienced with jet lag than you," I said as I reached for my phone.

"Did Joe call you back?" Kylie asked as she reached for her phone.

I scrolled through all of my notifications and saw no missed calls.

"No,"

"Well call again," Kylie said jumping up.

"Ok," I mumbled as I selected to call Joe.

I sat the phone down on the bed and put it on speaker I laid my head on Kylie's shoulder. I knew that he wasn't going to pick up this was just to humor Kylie. The phone rang again and again just like yesterday. Then the robot vice boomed through the speakers.

"Leave a message this time" Kylie whispered.

When the phone beep indicating to leave a message I spoke "Hi Joe, incase you didn't know who's number this was, its me the girl from the airport, My name is Rosie by the way so when you have the chance to call back please do. Thank you bye."

"Maybe he'll call back," Kylie said as she was rummaging though her suitcase to find some cloths.

"Yeah," I mumbled as I stood up and neatly pulled out my clothes.

Today I was actually was going to wear something nice, it consisted of a black crop top that said vicious with the number ten under it. A black skirt, black knee high socks and my favorite pair of high top black converse(see pic at the beginning). I was wearing an all black outfit and it made me seem depressed but I was depressed so I suited me. Kylie walked out of the bathroom a bright pink dress and white high heels.

"How do you wear those?" I asked as I looked at her hight heels with a disgusted face.

"They are my equivalent to your converse I love them and they're comfy," Kylie said as she twirled around.

"Alrighty then, so do you wanna go shopping?" I asked grabbing my backpack so I could get my wallet.

"Yes!" Kylie exclaimed.

As we stepped out of the room my phone started ringing.

"Is it Joe!?" Kylie yelled.

"Shhh, yeah I think so," I said as reached for my phone that was in my pocket. My eyes widened when I saw who the caller ID was. I immediately pressed answer. 

"Hello? Is this Rosie?" Joe asked through the phone, I smiled when I heard his sweet voice.

"Yeah this is Rosie," I said.

"Oh good, sorry I didn't pick up last night I didn't know who's number it was. But anyways do you want me to pick you up from the hotel your staying at and you can come to my place?" Joe asked, laughing a little.

"Yeah, three O' clock would be best," I said.

"Great, where are you staying exactly?" Joe asked, sounding shy.

"I'll send you my current location over text," I said.

"Great, can't wait!" Joe responded.

"Wait quick question, can my friend Kylie come along?" I asked.

"Yeah, it's are first time meeting in a none public place," Joe said.

"Bye," I whispered.

"Bye, love," Joe said right before he hung up.

As I hung up Kylie looked at me in awe.

"I know what we're going to do before three! SPA DAY!" Kylie exclaimed.

"While you were talking I booked us pedicures and manicures, and a massage!" Kylie exclaimed as she opened the door.

"Ok let's go!" I said cheerfully.

Right before we left i texted Joe where we were staying. First Kylie booked us a massage, it was only an thirty minutes but it was still one of the most relaxing times I have had in my life. Like every time the lady pushed on my back it felt like another worry gone. Then we had are mani and pedi cure I got all my nails painted black with little white flowers on my big toes and on my middle fingers. Once we were done with both of those thing it was really close to three. So we headed back to out hotel and waited in the lobby for Joe to arrive.