I Don't Care

So.. We're a "couple"...

(Still Zoi's POV)
  I looked him.. Waiting for an answer.. And still holding his hand. "I-I.. Do." He said intertwining his fingers with mine. Ha ha I knew it! I knew it! I knew it!... I did have doubts.. But I knew it! I hugged him still holding his hand. "Thank god.. I was totally prepared for that to be awkward." I said letting go. He laughed. And we just walked around for a little bit.. Talking and holding hands. And I felt.. Different.. Like I was happy.. But it's a different kind of happiness, different from when I'm with Victoria. We rode a ride that had swings, it would spin in a circle. Man, almost all of the rides involved spinning in circles. I wonder why I wasn't sick.. But it had two one person swings per side. And we sat down waiting for it to start, he kept on staring at me.. Like he was worried or something..
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(Markus's POV)
"Hey.. Are you okay?.." She asked me and I looked up to see her face.. She looked almost as worried as I was. I smiled "I'm fine.. I've never felt better in fact." I said and she nodded and smiled. I keep on having feelings of being stared at... Could it be?.. How would she even know we were here?.. I didn't even want to think of her.. Amber.. I really hope she isn't here. Especially since.. I've told Zoi about my feelings for her, and she returns them. If she sees us being "together".. She'll kill both of us. Wait.. Why I'm I worried about her?.. I should be focused on having fun at the fair with Zoi. It could be anyone staring at us. What I'm I worried for?.
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{Trigger warning?...possibly?}
(Back to Zoi)
  When the ride was going I looked back at Markus and he was smiling. I wonder what was bothering him?.. Maybe he'll tell me later... I hope he will. "Want some ice cream?" He said as we got off I smiled and shrugged. And we walked over to the stand."What's your favorite ice cream?.." He asked me looking at the menu. Hmm... Usually I like mixing my ice cream.. But there is one I Love by itself.. "I like mint.." He looked at me questioningly... And walked up to the guy.. "Two mint ice cream cones please..." He paid the guy and walked back with the ice cream. "I really like mint too." He handed me mine. And we sat in plastic chairs next to a plastic table that was empty and ate our ice cream. Now it's time for the fast and intense rides! I thought to myself. Since I finished my ice cream before he did. I turned around and started to look at all of the more intense roller coasters... Ooh that one turns you upside down!.. And that one has loops!... And then something caught my eye.. Or should I say.. Someone's hair.. It was blue.. But it looked like she just barely dyed it the dark blue it was now.. Her scalp was even a little stained. But she was there.. Amber was there.. Well she had someone with here.. A man?.. She started walking this way but I was sure she didn't recognize us. Oh god, oh god, oh god! Thinking quickly I grabbed Markus's hand and when to the nearest stand.. Which was a person taking photos. Markus looked at me more worried then before.. Did he see her too? We had our backs to her and I pulled my hood over my head tucking my hair in my shirt, and pretended like we were waiting in line. And she walked passed us.. She sounded so pissed. Like take the almost fight she had with Tory and multiply it by like one hundred. But I couldn't hear what she said exactly. I saw them go through the exit and took my hood off. "Shit..." I heard Markus say, I turned to see him looking at the ground. "Hey.. Hey it's going to be fine.. Don't be so worried." I tried to look in his eyes but I'm so short I only go up to his chin."What if she finds out where we are?.. And what if she tries anything?.. Zoi I can't let anything happen to you.. I wouldn't forgive myself... And nether would your friend Victoria..." I laughed and hugged him "Markus... It's fine she won't try anything.. Because she won't know we're here." He looked at me. "Look.. As long as we hide our faces and act natural she won't know.. And if she tries anything.. We leave.." He let out a sigh... "Okay.." I smiled and took his hand. "Let's go on that one Mark?.." I pointed to the one that turns upside down. And his eyes widened. I giggled, and we stood in line. I was looking out for Amber.. Nowhere to be seen. And it was our turn.. I've got to admit.. I got butterflies as I sat in the seat. They had to put two cages around all of the people.. And even had a safety bar for feet.. I looked over at Markus and he had wide eyes. Is he actually scared?... I wonder if this wasn't a good idea.. Then it started moving.. First swinging side too side, getting higher each time. Until it happened.. It was upside down and I was holding onto the cage so tightly I thought that my hands would start bleeding! And it stayed like that for like five minutes straight! And it started again and again. I was shaking when we got off. But.. Markus didn't even looked the slightest bit bothered.. Not shaking or anything. His wide eyed expression vanished. Hmmm. I thought as the wind started to blow. How thanks a lot Tory for picking the most thin and not at all warm clothes I had.. I was getting chilly and I tried to hide it. Come on it's not even that cold.. Zoi you've been in the snow with a tank-top and bare feet. I said to myself and we went for the one that loops around. And there was barely a line there so we were in the third row and had like two sets of people behind us.. But as we slowly went up the hill.. I thought about.. My life.. I thought about.. All of those people in my schools who didn't like me cuz I was quite and.. I wore black a lot.. They didn't like that I loved the way I was. I ignored so many bullies they called me... Emo, freak, monster.. To your typical fat, ugly, waste of space trash... They told me I was just an abortion gone wrong and nobody would ever love me.. Even did as much as shoved me in my locker and stabbed me with pencils. I still have the graphite stuck in my arms and legs.. But why was I thinking of this now?.. I didn't scream as the loops passed. Didn't even make a sound when we got off. "Zoi?..." Markus elbowed me lightly. "Getting lost in thought there?.." I smiled "yeah... Ooh since it's dark... Do you think we can go on the fairs wheel again?" I asked he smiled and said "why not?." And we went on it again this time the view was even better than last time, because of all of the lights.. Even though we were more towards the middle this time I didn't mind at all. I put my head on Markus's shoulder and he held my hand. "Wow..." He said putting his hand on my face and I looked at him.. "What?.." He took off his flannel. "You're like.. Really cold Zoi.." And he put it around my shoulders.. "But Mark.. If I take this..then you'll be cold... " I said and he shook his head.. "Nah.. Just take it I don't want you getting sick.." I hugged him. "Your so sweet.. Thank you." And we got off we had time to do one more thing.. Since I had a curfew thanks to my best friend slash new mother. It was one of those mini- game stands.. Where you shoot enough bottles and win a prize.. And Markus really wanted to try it so.. What the heck.. But might as well as the stand owners jaws dropped when he hit every single bottle... He looked at us and laughed.. "I never miss.." He said to me and then asked the guy for a fox plushy that was hanging by itself.. The guy looked surprised.. I just he thought he'd go for the really big ones like everyone else.. But it was about as big as a watermelon.. Maybe smaller.. And handed it to me... "Wha-?.." I felt my face heat up.. "Here.. Take him.." He smiled as I hugged him.. Then I stood on my tippy toes to give him a kiss on the cheek.. I giggled as he blushed. But all of that was ruined when I saw Ambers face coming towards us at a fast pace.. I took Marks hand and ran for it. We ran all around but I think we finally lost her when we ran behind the haunted house ride... As we stood there catching our breath, Markus said "I think.. It's time.. I took you home.." And I stated laughing. It took us forever to find his car but we did and.. I think I fell asleep on the car ride home..
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Sorry if it's long... And to cheesy and romantic.. Lol and about the picture.. Um all of the other ones I found on the internet but I tried to draw... And that is the picture.. Up there 👆🏻