I Don't Care

Reality isnt so cruel...

{It's Jeff... Jeff the killer}
(Zoi's POV)
"I should've kept my mouth shut.." I said quietly and Tori raised her eyebrow. "But ya didn't so please tell us.." I let out a sigh. "Well... You know when you watch movies and one of the characters gets kidnapped or shot, or stabbed or.. You know just hurt..?" They nodded their heads but still looked a little bit confused. "Well... I um.. Do you ever imagine it happening to you and your like..'Well it doesn't look like it hurt that much.' " they looked at me. " Well.. I always did.. but that.. What I always imagined was never, never even close to what I felt.. To what Stormy felt.. All of the cutting..The blood.. I actually thought I was going to die and it was terrifying. And I.. Can't get it out of my head, and I don't think any amount of Therapy will ether.." I said feeling my face burning up. And they looked at me. Until Tori finally spoke..
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(Tori's POV)
"Zoi.. I-i, don't really know how to respond to that." I chuckled nervously. "I know that I can't understand what you went through. I've never been kidnapped or whatever.. but I want to get you through this.. We want to help you, if you want us to. She looked up at me then at her boyfriend and we smiled at her. "Thanks you guys.." she said and I let out a sigh of relief as I turned the key and started driving home.
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(Markus's POV)
It didn't take long for Zoi to fall asleep, her head was resting on my shoulder.. snoring slightly, but it was kinda cute. "Hey Markus.." Victoria whispered not taking her eyes off the road. "Yes?.." Then she looked at me in the rear-view mirror. "Watch her around sharp objects.. I don't know.. I have a bad feeling." She said concerned and I remember her scars on her arm. "Okay.." The car stopped and Zoi was still half asleep, Victoria reached for her to wake her up fully but I grabbed her out of the car. "Don't worry, I'll take her for tonight." I said and Victoria agreed. Zoi groaned rubbing her eyes, in a way a child would when you wake them up really early. But she grabbed my hand and we climbed up to the top floor, and she went straight for the couch as I locked the door behind us.(A new habit that I'm honestly glad I have.) And I turned around and moved her to the bed, tossing a blanket over her. I heard my stomach growl and went to the kitchen.
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(Zoi's POV)

{Trigger warning..... again..}
I kept drifting in and out of sleep, until I dreamt about being hit by a car and my whole body twitched and I was wide awake. I started thinking.. 'What if I don't want to be helped... What if I don't want to be saved?.. What if.. I belong in the darkness, deserving this depression and social handicaps.. what if I like it here but at the same time I don't. I don't think I am capable of changing.. I mean I've always been here.. and what if I don't want to leave?.. What if I deserve it?.. ' I started to drift back into sleep my eyes started to hurt because I kept them open for so long.. and I closed them again.. Afraid of having another nightmare. But that fear slowly disappeared when I felt Markus put an arm around me, and we fell asleep.
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(Mark's nightmare )

{I thought it would be cool to shake it up a little bit}

I woke up and I didn't see Zoi anywhere, I got up and started looking but I stopped in my tracks when I saw that all the lights were off and there was a chair in the middle of the living room. I could see it because of the moonlight shining from the window. "Zoi?.." My voice sounded so weak and small. But I heard footsteps behind me and I felt something hit the back of my head. Black was all I saw.. until I finally opened my eyes, and I saw him. "Tory.." I said and he smiled. "Hey Mark.. it's been awhile." He said holding my aluminum bat. He's still the  little blonde brat I met all those years ago. "What are you doing in my house?.." I said and he giggled. "Oh I'm just here to do what my sister told me to... I'm going to finish what she started." He got up and I saw him grab something.. I almost threw up when I saw he was dragging Zoi out of the shadows by her hair, her body was limp and I struggled against whatever he tied me up with. "Don't worry she's not dead.. But I my have hit her a little harder than I meant to.." I was beyond angry. "Do you think this is a game?.." he looked confused. "You.. And your bitch sister. You keep hurting her just to get to me. Your cowards, hurting innocent people, just so I feel pain." He stared at me for a second. "I'm a coward.. hm.. no I don't like the sound of that. How about I prove I'm not a coward by killing her.. then I'm going to kill you slowly.. And tell you all of the ways I hurt her.." he said as he pulled out a gun. "No!.. T-That won't prove anything.. Why would you think that would prove your not a coward?." I said desperately trying to change his mind, but my eyes never left her.. "Yeah I guess your right.. it won't prove anything... But it sure as hell would be fun!" He said pointing the gun at Zoi. "No! Please I-I I'll do anything.." I felt tears running down my face. And we both jumped when we heard Zoi gasp for air. "M...Mark?." She looked at me then at Tory. "Oh.. I see.. you came back for me." She looked around. "God..your such a dick..  Tory look at what you did.." She said staring up at me. " I'd kick your ass if the whole room weren't spinning right now. He looked pissed, "Zoi run! Get up and run away." I said and she looked at me and shook her head. "Nah.. I can't leave you here with douche bag-" her sentence was cut off by Tory punching her and she fell to the ground. "Zoi!.." I tried to break free. "M-mark.. It's okay.. just remember that I love yo-" he shot the gun and I she fell to the floor again.. but this time I knew she wasn't going to be able to get back up. Everything in my body wanted to run to her and hold her. But I couldn't I was struggling so hard and sobbing trying to get to her.
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I'm sorry...