Sorry for the delay on a new chapter but I hope everyone one likes this new chapter xx
Zosia walked downstairs into Ollie's lounge and she grabbed her handbag which she put her make up in it so she remember after all her and Ollie were staying the same house and she had a dairy in her handbag so she thought she would cover it with make up products on top of it keeping it secret and so then no one would find out how she felt with out saying it in person to him which she was going to do but she hadn't found appropriate time to Ollie especially with Emma's around as well.
Emma was next to come running down stairs with her teddy bear in hand, Zosia heard a thud and she stood there in the middle of the room and a memory had come back to her about the shootings and she remembered that she dropped her coffee when she heard a gun shot and then she realized that was the moment when one of her patients had been brutally killed. Emma's cries filled the hallway and Ollie came running down after Emma and Ollie ushered her down and rubbed her hands and knees after she had ran too fast and fell and she had minor carpet burns on her knees.
Ollie walked into the lounge about to question why she did nothing when Emma was crying at the bottom of the stairs in pain. Emma climbed onto the kitchen top and she eat some coco pops which Zosia had already got out before she had gone into meltdown mode. Ollie cried out her name and she just went into a transverse self silent and deaf, motionless. Zosia just sat on the floor with her legs under her bum and spread out and she had silent pin drop tears running down her sweet delicate cheeks then dropping onto her tops of her legs.
Ollie went into the kitchen when Emma cried and he picked the resilient little girl up and let her walk up stairs to where was she getting her favorite clothes to see he mum in. After watching Emma go upstairs he walked fast paced into the lounge and he sat next to Zosia and tried to talk to her and she didn't reply, nod or shake her head she just sat there on the floor on the grey fluffy rug in the middle of the room with her hands in Ollie's while she stroked them and then lifted them up and kissed her right hand.
The time whizzed by and Zosia came out of her trance which seemed to save forever and she grasped up for air and collapsed into his chest and the tears became more frequent and heavier making his shirt go translucent. Ollie made Zosia talk to him and she let it all out everything about the shooting about Jac having that phone on a black alert ready in case of situations like it and the patients she had lost because she realize what was happened earlier. Ollie hugged her making her feeling safe and comforted and he told he it was her fault and there was nothing could have been done to prevent it.
She calmed over time and Emma walked into the room and thanked her for the coco pops which she had remembered from Jac which were her favorite and Ollie thought that it was golden balls or porridge which made Emma's face scrunch up and make a funny face which made Zosia laugh and Zosia went back upstairs and got changed and so did Ollie, he changed his top and put his jacket on and she put a dress on and then headed back down stairs and Zosia picked Emma up and carried her to the car and strapped her in and all three set of for the hospital.
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The Zollie Life
FanfictionZosia has been on Darwin for 8 months and she cant stop loving Ollie she doesn't know that he feels the same but she thinks that nobody will love her because of her bipolar but Ollie already does. Ollie has been back in Holby for 9 months and he sti...