Poems From The Girl You Left

Day 1

Here to tell you the truth

Tell you what's worth it, tell you why I wanna dearth it

Tell you have my youth, tell you what I've done

Tell you to paint this picture

My face near a gun

So, do you remember?

The way I kissed you in December

I hope you still

Remind me blind drowning in your bed

Do I cross your mind? From time to time?

The I love you's I said and the red

Red of your love the red of my blood

And the hours we spent, jokes in web

All you forgot like I was nothing

I've been destroying all the texts

Yeah I'm busy with our regards

Still waiting for your call

I wanna hang out, yet you shouted me out

Never putted much effort at all

Now im dead, confused, what did I do?

Guy fuck you I god damn love you

Everyone walked and left, nothing to lose

I got nothing to lose but her

And nothing to gain writing the truth

It was me, you and other people

Time for others that's why we aren't a sequel

Stop telling you I deserve someone better

If you love don't let me be in the ground

Lets go to the couch put the same sound

Blackbear and us again you the guy I loved

And theres plenty of fish in the sea

But a guy with curly hair and green eyes

Took the air from me 

Now there's sharks, and poison everywhere

So you see, im in love with what we can be

I wonder if you ever did care

I wonder why in my mind is the only time you ever were there

We are friends but this is a fucking pretend

The year is clear, this is what I fear

Acting like we didn't dated

Fear of losing the sound of your laugh, forgetting

But I forgot mine

How you want me to move on when I never

Wanted to walk away?

Remember you fucking me

Wheres the lil old, the lil old

The one how would never leave me

Open my chest there's broken pieces everywhere

I don't know if I believe in happiness

Anymore I don't know if I do

But if there's someone to make me believe then that's you

Don't put everything inside trash bag

The beach, the basket, the caress, us holding hands

Tell me your dreams, your wills, your plans

We can stand tall if you want I'll stay

Open your eyes I'm here you see you can be

That guy again, I believe in you

You are not my enemy

Made too good for me to let you stay

Miles away, talking with other girls,

Only staying in my dreams, my memory

My world still adores you every night I would explore you

Again again and again

And I beg you once again

Come back

But not as  a friend