Poems From The Girl You Left

Big new

Big new, you're still inside my mind

Still seeing our old fucking shit

God damn sometimes I wish I was blind

I think about you, a million fucking times

Yes I'm mad, because you're a coward, that's what you are inside

Do I really need to explain why? Don't be dumb, once in your life

Every night I cry and hold your sweater, I wish I could forget you but

I

Can't, damn

Yeah, what are we doing?

What the hell am I doing?

Writing this shit, what am I proving?

I won't get over you, I'm stuck in this room and that's all

Thinking of what I'd say if you call

Still doing the god damn countdown to June, but you're not coming now

And fuck it I'm addicted again

To sadness, drugs and bars

After what happened yesterday I have no plans

I feel dirt I feel nothing I don't wanna blame you but

I

Can't, damn