Every day I try to live my life a better way,
how many times I try everyday becomes the same old day.
and then I realized what was the mistake,
it was happiness that I craved.
I figured out what would it take,
it was love that I lacked.
I noticed what I didn't have,
it was the smile that I faked.
And then I found her,
a friend who I can make.
But then she denied,
instead of love I got hate.
"Tell me why so" I asked
"You don't deserve" she said.
I left I cry,
you god, say why.
Why this world is so bad.
And here is the reply I get,
complete silence till the seconds I wait.
"It wasn't something that I lacked,
I got all I never had"-
saying this to myself I lied,
for nothing but to get satisfied.