Abby Sugg

See you again (chapter 25)

March 27, 2017

*James's POV*

The doctors are giving up on me waking up. It has been over a year and they say that the chances of me waking but are low. But I try to wake up, using all the energy I possibility can to make the littlest movement or twitch that I can, it just does not work.

I've seen the pain I have caused to my friends, family, and fans and I am very devastated. I just want to wake up from this stupid state. One problem, they say if I do ever wake up there is a high possibility that I could get amnesia.

I don't want to wake up and not remember. I just don't.

I, for probably the trillionth time, try to move. To my surprise, I hear Abby gasp and run out of the room and yelling for people. I hear doctors and I move my arm again.

But then I start to lose conscious. It was hard to keep my eyes open and i just look at Abby.

"A-A- Abby" I managed to say.

"Yes James? Please don't go! Not now, not today. I need you, we all need you." She cried.

"I- I love you, I always have. I love you. As in I am in love with you Abby Sugg." I told here, rubbing her check with what little stranght I had left.

"I really love you too." She cried kissing my cheek. With that I start to close my eyes and my body getting weaker. The last thing I see is her dark blue eyes staring back at mine.

Abby's POV

The heart moneter stopped. He's gone, dead.

"No! No! James come back come back! This can't be happing! Not now!" I yelled, nurses pulling be out of them room.

When I get out, I break down crying. I call Mallory and and Jason to get here quick. They arrive in 10 minutes and see me.

"What's wrong?" Mal asked me, both of them converting me.

"James, h-h-he is dead." I wailed. They look at me in shock. I told them what happened and what he told me. Soon, we were all crying oceans.

When James's family got there, we left. We could not handle staying there anymore. I couldn't handle it anymore, I just lost my best friend. My childhood love. Dead.

Once I got home, with Jason staying with us. Not being able to live in the same home where his dead roommate once laid. I don't blame him.

"So, he's dead. James White is really dead." Mallory sighed. After making some peppermint tea for everyone.

"How are we going to tell our fans?" Jason asked.

"We could make a quick video and tell them." I suggested. An that is what we did. With little editing, we then posted it and tweeted it out to everyone with the hash tag #jameswhite2016

I couldn't sleep all night that night. Oli called us and told us that the reason James died was when he was a wake, that he stressed too many nerves in his brain and it stopped. Cutting off all body functions from the brain and vital organs. He also told us that his funeral would be from April 3 - April 6. The first two days would be public and the last two day would be privet for close friends and family only.

For a month, I wouldn't come out of my room much and didn't post. None of us did. It was just such a big blow to everyone. Fans understood why we weren't as active as we use to be and supportive of us.

I just still can't believe my best friend is really dead.