No Love

Untitled Part 14

Jamie's POV

Song: Just Friends- Trey Songz 

             Best for You- Trey Songz

I woke up to the feeling of Tiny sleeping on my chest. Man a nigga ain't going' lie but shit felt so good to have her in my arms. As I look down at her beautiful face, she looked so peaceful, unlike when she was awake, she always looked tough or mad. I stared at  her for a long while, thinking bout' what happened earlier. Damn, the felt right but...it's wrong, it could fuck up our friendship. Cause what if she wanna be more than friends and yall know I ain't featuring that and hurting her is the last thing I wanna do, I'd rather die. Plus I don't wanna get with her cause she deserves to be wifed and she deserves more than what I can give. As I was in deep thought, she shifted a bit in her sleep.

"Stop staring at me with your creep ass", she said without opening her eyes.

"My bad  Ma, you just looked so peaceful I had to stare", she blushed showing her dimples that I love to see. We sat there in silence as she looked up at me, trailing her finger along my chest and abdomen.

"Tiny"

"Yes Jamie"

"Look... About what happened earlier-", I paused to get a response but continued when I got none.

"It felt so right but it shouldn't have happened", her body stiffened and she sat up.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean I don't want you to get the wrong impression, I mean I have love for you but not in that way. I hope you-"

"Just go", she whispered as a tear fell down her cheek. I tried to wipe it away but she turned her face away.

"Aubrey look I-"

"JUST FUCKING LEAVE JAMES!!", she screamed at me as she ran to the bathroom and slammed the door.

"Aubrey come on!", there was no answer.

"Aubrey you know I love you dearly and ion want noth'n messing up how close we is". After talking to the door for ten minutes, she came out. She pushed pass me and grabbed my pants off the ground and walked to the balcony and threw them in the front yard along with my underpants. when she came back in I tried to grab her but she started screaming n throwing things at me.

"You ain't shit! Get the fuck out my damn house pussy ass nigga! They call niggas like 'fuck and leaves', so since you fucked...you can leave now!", I dodged all the things she threw at me. Broken glass was everywhere. I ran downstairs naked and grabbed my clothes as some old ladies walked by and gasped at the sight of my junior hanging, they prolly never seen an anaconda before. I forgot my keys, same time Tiny came back on the balcony and threw my phone and keys at me. My phone shattered against the pavement  and I cursed as alot of important shit was on it. I quickly got my keys and left before she could prolly damage my car next cause she always breaking the most expensive shit when she mad. When I got home I remembered that London was over...Damn! She finna be mad too. As I stepped out the car, she opened the front door, fully dressed. Her face was emotionless as she walked right pass me and left in a taxi. I don't even care at this point, fuck all hoes. Ammo just rest and fresh up and hit the club later and cop some groupies.

A/N

My biggest apologies for going off the grid for so long.... well I shall be updating regularly as of today. I will try my best to update all books as much as possible and I will be publishing a few more books soon as well. It has been a hectic few months since I've been gone because I just made a big move to a new country and I'm still adjusting and changing schools and all so please bare with me and enjoy your day/night.

-xO_Love Panda <3 <3