Monica's pov-
I don't know where Chandler went but he better get back here soon.
Does he not know how I feel? I love him. Of course I love him! But the spark is dead. Nothing will be able to fix that. And if we don't ever get divorced, then we will basically just we walking drones who are forced into the beautiful, yet painful feeling of love.
I don't know how to fix this. I've really messed up now. Not only did I tell Joey that I thought Chandler and I may end up getting a divorce, but I also let the "love of my life" walk out the door. Maybe I should've stayed with Richard. No! Monica stop it. You love C-H-A-N-D-L-E-R!
I don't know where that Richard thought came from. What do I do. I pace back and forth in the kitchen. Then I realize... JACK AND ERICA! Chandler and I have to at least FAKE happiness for them. They can't know we have been fighting.
And what kind of parents would we be if we adopted them, only to let them have a broken home? Chandler and I can work through this. We can make it work. I know we can. But do we want to?
I have never been good at decisions. Am I mad at Chandler? Am I mad at myself. It's my fault that I told Joey about this. But then again, it's Joey's fault that he told Chandler! How did he tell Chandler anyway? Wait a minute... He didn't! That idiot that I married!
Chandler must've been talking to Joey about the same situation! Then why is he so mad at me?! Hypocrite! Jerk! Ugh I've never been this mad. Or this bi-polar....
I start cleaning. Because I'm Monica and all I ever do is clean. And I start getting more and more mad at Chandler as I dust and mop. That idiotic fool! I now know exactly how I feel!
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FanfictionThis is for all you Mondler lovers. Chandler and Monica have been married for several years, and have been fighting a lot recently. They both fear that they're going to lose each other, but they're also both too stubborn to admit it. What will save...
