The story of Lillyan Cimorelli

This is bad

There lying on the counter were 6 tests mocking me with plus signs and pink faded but still very visible lines. .

I have so many emotions running ramped inside me... fear and disappointment being the two main ones but joy and love are there just very deep down.

I am so paralyzed by the fear that is slowly taking over that I don't even react when I hear banging and screaming coming from the other side of the door.

" come on Lilly you've been in there for forever there are other people in this house so hurry up already" lauren screams.

After 5 minutes and more knocking and screaming I finally snap out of my daze long enough to tell her to give me a minute and then I pack up all the test so no one can see them.

When I finally open the door I am baskly puched out by Lauren who looks like she's going to pee herself at any second. I would have been laughing my head off if my brain didn't have bigger not so funny things running trow it at a million miles an hour. That might be why I didn't hear my mom talking to me for a good 5 minutes.

"Lillyan are you okay ? What are you doing in the middle of the hall way ?" My mon askes me and I finally registers that someone is talking to me.
I tell her as convincingly posible that I'm fine just tired and that I must have spaced out. After looking at me for a couple of seconds she finally tells me its okay and that I should go rest.

After all that I decided to take her advice and take a nap. After a 3 hours nap, I get up and decide to call Chase and tell him that we need to talk face to face. After debating the best place we agree to meet at our spot at the beach.