The story of Lillyan Cimorelli

This Is Not A Trick !

We meet up at our favorite place by the ocean. We start to walk on the sand silently. He can clearly see that I need to say something.

Chase: okay will you just spit out what ever has you this quiet ! It can't be that bad just say it !

Me: I'm trying to find the words to tell you this and not have you freak out on me

Chase: What do you want to break up ? Because if that's it then I can tell you right away that I think it's a good idea... I leave for Harvard in 2 days and I don't think I can make the long distance thing work.

After does words leave him mouth I stop dead in my tracks and stare at him like he had just slapped me and in that moment before I even said the words that we're stuck inside my throat. I now he won't be in my life after all this.

"I'm pregnant" I scream loudly before I even realize what I'm saying

What ? Are you joking ?! This must be a trick... I tell you that I think we need to break up and you tell me that your pregnant !? Your trying to get me to stay ! He screams

Me: I knew you were going to say that whether we broke up or not. Deep inside I hopped you would prove me wrong but it doesn't look like you will...

"I'm not ready to be tied down and be a dad I still have all my life in front of me." He says after realizing that I'm not joking

"I was afraid you would say that so I'm going to be the adult and take responsibility for our actions... I'm not going to get down on my knees and beg for you to stay in our lives but I am going to tell you this... If you decide that you are walking away that's it ! You're not coming back... Us is done one way or another but if you walk away you forfeit any right to our baby ... I will not put him or her throw what I went throw before I was adopted. Your ether there from the start or not at all." I yell at him wall crying.

After five very long minutes I speak again

"look take a couple days to make a decision and let me know." I say as calmly possible

"I don't need a couple days... send me the papers as soon as possible ill sign them.. I'm so sorry but I can barely take care of my self ... I'm not ready to be a father..." he say before walking away and leaving me alone.

I wind up sitting on a rock overlooking the ocean for another 2 hours wall listening to losing grip by Avril Laving on loop before deciding that I can't keep this a secret from my family...

The only thing holding me back now is the feeling I have deep inside me telling me that that conversation won't go any better than this one. After another 5 minutes I get up and start walking to my house.
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A/N
Hey guys ! I'm so sorry that it took me so long to update as my previous a/n said it's been a busy couple of weeks :(
I promise to try and update more often but until June 16th witch is the day I finish school for the summer :) Yaye !! Things will probably be slow :(
Anyway I hope you like my chapter and don't forget to vote and leave a comment:)
Love ya'll xo Lil