Turn Bad Into Good

Chapter 19 Heartache

I got up from my bed and walked to my window. I wanted to see Alec and his cutie face. God why did he make me feel so girly in side. I opened my curtains and closed them quickly. I feel to the ground lifless I layed there. I can't beileve he did that. He said he never cheat on me or leave me. He lied. All I ever fell in love with was lies. Lies that hurt. I cried endlessly. Why do the people I love, leave me to suffer. It hurts to much. I cant be seen. I think of ways of just not being here anymore. The more I thought about it the more he popped inside my head. My comfort person. Levi! I got up to call him. The phone ringed and ringed.
"Hey what's wrong," Levi asked.
"N-n-othing," I sniffled.
"Bull sh*t! I'm coming over to get you," he hissed through the phone.
I was about to say thanks but the phone went dead. He hanged up. I put my converse on and quietly made my way down to the door. I waited on my steps. When I saw Levi I ran to him. Tears running down my face.
"Its okay. I'm right here," he calmly said.
I cried into his chest. He rubbed my back. I needed this comfort.
"Can you tell me what happened," he asked.
I looked up at him and his sparkly brown blue eyes.
"I - I fell for a - a pla--yer," I cried and sniffled.
He pulled me back to his chest and I cried. Cried hard. He just rubbed my back and hummed a song to me. I think it was Car Radio by 21 Pilots. I didn't know he liked them. I pulled away and looked at him.
"Can we go somewhere?" I asked.
He nodded. As we began to walk I realize he was taking us to the skate board park. The stars. I sit on the ramp and looked up. Levi came up and wrapped his arm around my shoulder bringing me closer.
"Why does everyone I love leave me. Am i that bad that everyone want to leave. It's sad when my own mother left. Was I that bad," I whined.
"I don't wanna here you talk like that. I will never leave you Rosalie. To me you are perfect. I'm the one that's bad for you," Levi said.
"Your anything but bad. Levi I can't get you off my mind. Remember when I kissed you in the park. Well I was dating Alec. I loved him and you. But something about you that I wanted. I'm never able to get you off my mind. Every time I seen Alec I would feel guilt and it's because I was inlove with you," I confessed with tears.
Levi looked at me. His soulful eyes looking at me. He pulled me in closer. He kissed my hard. I layed down and he followed. I gasped for air while he kissed my cheeck. Then he went back. I kissed him back and but his lip. Then he bit mine. We kissed a little longer. He pulled back. We both gasping for air.
"Be mine, " Levi demanded.
"Yes I will," I said.
He smiled real big. I got up from the ramp. Looking at the stars I thought mom please make sure he is the right one.
"What do you miss about your mom? Levi asked.
"A lot. I miss her laugh, her smile, and her cheering up," I said.
"I guess that's what makes me feel safe when I'm around you. You turn bad things into good," I continued looking at him.
"And so do you. You turn me into a good person. Remember the dust day I met you. Well I just got out of juvie. I broke into someone's house. After since then, hanging out with you I feel complete," he looked at me smiling.
I have him a kiss on the cheeck.
"You betta get me home bad boy," I smirked.
He laughed and grabbed my hand and walked me home. When I got to my door he kissed me softly.
"Goodnight girly," he said smirking.
I laughed and rolled my eyes. I headed up stairs to my room. Grabbed my phone.
Me: goodnight boo boo
I smiled at the text. I feel asleep dreaming of everything happening again.