Fuckboy •Nate Maloley•

Chapter 21

Jessica's p.o.v:

He's mine! He's finally mine.. But for some reason, this doesn't feel like I thought it would. I'm a secret. I can't feel him whenever I feel like it. I can't hug him whenever I need his body close to mine. I can't kiss him whenever I feel like I need him.. But, I do wanna be with him, even if it means that I have to push these feelings to the back of my head.. 

*Ring Ring*

"Hello?" I asked as I answered my phone..

"Hey! How it go?"Madison asked me so exited.

"Fine." I said with a little sadness in my voice.

"Tell me the truth." She said noticing I wasn't happy.

"Umm, It was terrible." I lied.

"What happend?"

Then I began to tell all the lies Nate told to say..

"He is the definition of a fuckboy. He was all night talking on and on about my body and how sexy I was. He wouldn't even look me in the eye."

"Then where was he looking?"

"You know..."

"That little shit!"

"I know. He was being so sexual and weird, but the moment I said my age, he got up and walked away, leaving me in the middle of nowhere.." I finished.

"I can't believe he would do that!!! I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL HIM!! UUUGH!!!!!!! HE IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE!!!!!" She yelled so mad.

"I know." I simply said.

"I'm gonna kill him!"

"NO! Uuum, I mean, karma is a bitch."

"Well guess what honey? I'm bitchier.."

"Yes mamma!" I said as that made me laugh a bit.. She laughed a bit too. 

"I love you Jessi.. You're my best friend and I will rip apart anyone that tries us!"

"Well, you know what they  say: Never let a clow nigga trynna play you.." (Shout out to you if you know the song haha)

"Rule number two?" She asked.

"No, his best friend is Sammy.. It would literally feel like fucking my best friend.. That's gross and weird.."

"But he is hot.." She said.

"MADISON!" I said like 'OMG' and we laughed "I mean, he definitely is, but, he's still one of my best friends."

"I know.." She said.

"Well, I have to go.. Talk to you later.." I said.

"Okay hoe, byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye!"

After I hang up, I then began to face the roof of my room, thinking about what this relationship would be like if I'm not 100% this is the way I want it to be... But then I remember, how happy he makes me feel and how badly I wanna be with him, and it somehow makes up for it.

*Ring Ring*

"Madison, I said I'm fine." I said after a quickly answerd the phone, smiling a bit over her consistancy.

"Uuum, it's not Madison." He said.

"Nate?"

"Hey babe.."

"Hey, what's wrong?"

"Oh, definitely nothing, I just wanna see you.."

"Li- Like right now?"

"Yeah.."

"Okay, sure.."

"Great, so all you have to do is carefully come downstairs and open the door.."

"Are you serious?" I asked with such a big smile..

"Hell yeah ma'" He said and we slightly laughed.

"Okay, I'll be down there in a minute.."

I hang up the phone and slowly get out of my bed.. I go up to my bedroom door, open it and look both ways to check if no one is up.. Clear... I slowl get out of my room and carefully close my door as it began to make this squicky sound..

I squized my eyes a little praying nobody get's up... I start quietly going down the stairs and get to the front door, I almost opened it, but then I remembered... "Security alarm" I whisper to myself.. FUCK, FUCK, FUCK! What was it? SHIT!! I go to the security system that's right next to the door, praying to God I don't fuck this up and enter.. 1-2-3-4... 

"Password correct" The system said.

I smiled to myself as I sigh of relief..

"Idiots" I said giggling a bit.

I open the door and there he was, with a bottle of wine, to glass cups (The fancy ones people use to drink wine 😂) and a rose.. The biggest smile you could ever imagine just crowled onto my face and so it happend on his..

I hugged him so tightly and so did he hug me, only being careful with everything he had on him..

"I missed you" He said.. I just smiled as I blushed.

He walked inside and I closed the door.. We tip toed our way up stairs, and for a second I though we were going to my room, but he starts walking to the little door that get's you to the attic..

"Where are we going?" I whisper

"You'll see.." He whispered back with a smile.

He opends the door, still with everything he has in hands. We both go up the stairs landing obviously in the 'practice room'..

"You wanna be where we practice?" I asked a little confused.

"Just follow me.." He said..

He then stared walking to the left corner of the room, and as I said when I first moved, all walls are mirrors.. Our thats what I thought.. He then somehow slide open one of the mirrors and there was this liiiiiitle room that could bearly fit someone in and it was because in this room there was these little stairs but like those emergency stairs you see in the back of a building.. He then started getting up those stairs and at the top he pushes the end of it (The roof) and goes throw it...

"Come on.." He said finally being at the other side..

I started going up those stairs and went throw the little squar that was made to let people in.. I finally get up there and boom..

"The city brought to life" He said as we both admired the amazing view..