Poe Dameron Imagines

Imagine 13: You Brake Up

Hey guys! So first things first my Levi Ackerman Imagines book is out now! First chapter is already up and ready for reading! Woohoo! So please feel free to go check out that new book because it would mean a lot to me. Anyways enjoy another imagine of everyone's favorite Star Wars pilot.

Your POV:

Sighing you sat down on the bed with a heavy thud and buried your face into your hands. Living with the love of your life was not easy because he was almost never around. Being the greatest pilot in the resistance kept him around base most of the time or on top secret missions you weren't allowed to know about. You managed to cope well the first few years but over time as the war against the First Order grew and Poe being called out on missions more and more it began getting harder to deal with all the stress his absence put on you. So you figured since a break was coming soon you would sit down with him and calmly tell him how you felt so you two could some kind of understanding. So you waited for him to return home from base while rehearsing what you were actually going to say to him.

*little time skip brought to you by BB-8*

"Hey Poe? You got a minute?" you asked when the pilot finally settled down after returning home. "Yeah sure (Y/N). Whatcha need?" Nerves slowly took over your body as you began playing with your hands and studying the ground. "W-well...it's just that you're almost always gone now and...I always worry about you and it's...w-well it's killing me is what it's doing. I still love you and I always will but I can't keep worrying Poe...it's tearing me apart not knowing if this is the last time I'll ever see you again. I don't want out love to die but I also don't want to be hurt. I hope you understand and maybe when this war is over we can finally have the life we deserve but until then I think we need a break." Tears filled the pilots eyes the more he listened to your speech. He never knew you felt this way and he couldn't help but to feel responsible for the pain and worry you were feeling. So clearing his throat the heart broken pilot let out in a hoarse, cracked voice. "I-if tha-that's what y-you want. I still love you and I don't think I'll ever stop. I just want you to know (Y/N), he began speaking almost too low for you to hear, "I-I'm sorry...for everything. I love you." Closing the door behind himself you watched as the man you love walked right out the door when realization hit you that you had changed nothing because the old worries for him still remained with you tears began streaming more heavily down your face as you eventually cried yourself to sleep right on the cold living room floor. All warmth in the once shared house having left along with the brave man whom you still loved.