Fools - Lauren Aquilna

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Those hardest to love need it most, I watched our bodies turn to ghosts

It seems all right at that time. Your words still bright up my moods. The Time falling so fast that we all could't catch up the moment. And all you ever said was "it's that already 1 am?"

Such good friends, it has to end it always does

But it was all blurred. The thing that we shared vanished from the life we choose right now. Your words filling my lungs that make me find it hard to breath

That's the way life is,Do we take that risk?
And so it all boils down to this,We've got our aim but we might miss,

We both afraid. Afraid to take a risk. Afraid to make the same mistake. Afraid to make it worse. Afraid to loose the time.

We are too fragile just to guess
And I've been in this place before,Fine as we are but we want more

All we do is driving trough the time. Let the time answered our story, let the nature answer itself. but until when?

That's human nature at its best
What if we ruin it all, and we love like fools? And all we have we lose?

And now we are trapped. We trapped in our own fools mind. It's just like our own labyrinth. We stuck in the same game all over again. And find ourself facing the truth.

I don't want you to go but I want you so, So tell me what we choose?

There was the time that we both tired. Tired of fighting, tired of blaming, and tired of forgiving. All we both think was our own ego run in our blood.

Friends, I watched us as we changed, The feelings in my headspace rearranged

People change. Time always go ahead. So do people in real life. People learnt from the mistakes so they won't be stuck in the same mistakes all over again.

I want you more than I've wanted anyone
Isn't that dangerous?

Time changed and i'm realised now. I want you more than the time that we wasting. I want you more than the mistakes that we learnt. I want you more than the truth.

The anticipation before the kiss,Mirrored in my shaking lips
Oh god I feel so unprepared

But i don't know this place anymore. This place is too cold and strange. There is nothing that i've known before. Bur the most surprising thing that changed; You.

The two of us so out of place, My feelings written on my face
Got what I want but now I'm scared

Then I realized, is not just you that have changed. Me.
I know that i've been too selfish for blaming you. But people change and i do realize now that it's the truth. It's real life. We don't stuck in the same person in between our life.

So tell me what we choose?

We choose to say goodbye.

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