for you.

message from the author pt,1

life is not just always have ups. it always have downs too. life it's a continuous cycles that feels like never ends. it fill with hope,joy,even anger or sadness. they all combined into something that comes unexpected. 

sometimes we think life is unfair. like how can a girl from a big city have bigger future than a girl who live in a sidewalk or a house besides the river? or like how the boy can get all that he wants because his parents have all the money while the other boy trying to survive with a box of rice? or how can a girl really angry with her mum for not buying her the latest trend in the world while the other girl wearing the same clothes because she don't have any?

all we need is the feeling of enough. cause everytime we say enough to ourself, we can feel that people may feel it's too much for them. cause they don't have things like us.

i feel like life is a road that like it or not we have to walk it trough. not looking into the back of the road or surrender by how rocky the road is. no matter how hot the road or how cold the weather we have to keep going. no matter how fucked the situation around us. we can't looking back. cause the time can't looked back. all we do is just one thing. survived. we should think how can handle the problem, how can handle the weather or the rocky road. like use your coat or pay more attention to the road if you don't want to fall. but if you already freezing or if you already falling; just don't forget to get up. look around, you have everything to fix your problem. every rocky road or freezing weather always has the end right?

all i wanna say is believe in yourself. cause no matter how hard your problem in your life, the only one who can fix it just you. people just help, but you, are the one who controls your life,your body, your mind. if people always judging you, think of how you can be the best, not for the people, but for you. human is not a perfect creatures. they all have cracks. and it's come back to you again of how can you handle your minus. 

and believe in miracle can happened. remember, life is an unexpected road, right?