there were times when i laughed in your face and i was tall enough to see the darkness of your brown eyes and the barely-visible scar above your lips and there were times you would warm my hands up and i would let you warm my heart subconsciously and there were times you would just intertwine my fingers with yours and we would surrender to the blurring images outside the vehicle that took us back and there were times we didn't want to go back and there were times i was jealous and would scratch you and throw my headphones in your stupidly concerned face and there are times i regret it and cry over it and there will be times i am going to miss you and think about the shadows under your piercing eyes and my heart will freeze but i will survive because i know your reminiscing scent and soft lips will forever remain among my blue fingers
i will hug you and tell you i will miss you because god knows i will and i will cling onto you until the night runs out and i run out of you and i won't be tall enough to laugh in your face and trace your lips. i will close my eyes and let the blurring images fill my empty mind and i will tell you to run away with me so that i can show you these distanced images, but we will have to come back eventually. i will tell you i will miss you because i won't be able to tell you anything else and you will look at me with those dark fucking eyes and i will close mine because i don't want to let you go i don't i don't i don't
will you be gone when i open them?
