Ignored

feelings change.....

I wake up existed yet sick to my stomach... He hunts me even in my
sleep...

I hate how he can take every part of me then leave like its nothing...

Today's the fun day again! Woooo!!!

I start of with a class that has art that is made of all dots and it's supposed to tell a story.... While i was making mine C keep staring at me.... Masking me feel terrible..... Though it started to annoy me really fast..... Ali made faces and i keept in yelling.... Breathing....

Then the flash back begins....

Garroth: i have to leave the past behind to see the future.....🎶🎼🎤
*end of song*

Garroth: *stares into my eyes*

Me: *holds tear and looks away with less depresstion*

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I became calm.... One with myself... He made me feel... Comfortable yet.......saddend.....

I hated what he did but loved it at the same time...

Then the teacher started playing happier songs while we sang along!

When Kaytlen told me that he was making the font from the shirt i had on....the one i always wore infont of Garroth last year....

Oh well....

The dat went on we played softball for P.E.

And at lunch he just stared we made eye contact.....

And the day ended

The next day was a normal day but still no apolige...