Married To A Stranger! Completed✔

Part 1 Mixed Emotions!

'I am married to a Stranger!', I took out my diary and scribbled in it.I was wondering in bed what should the do for it was my first night....
Should I act like,'No,I am a Virgin?' Or should I let him 'Sleep with me?'
Will he understand if I say,'I am not ready for it now!'
'Will he listen to me?No no he might get angry!!!',I remained perplexed when the door opened and he stepped inside the room....
I felt horrified imagining what would happen next.....I felt a shiver ran down my spine at the mere sight of his!
He looked at me and said with a faint smile at the corner of his lips,'I am sleeping on the sofa....you please sleep here on my bed.....'
My mom used to say,'you fail as a wife when your husband doesnot want to sleep with you!'her words echoed in my ear...I didnt utter a single word when he said breaking the silence....'Sanyukta,you are my wife and not a prostitute...!'
My father always said,'when you fail to understand what your husband says,keep quiet!',I was obidient enough to obey him....I was too confused to interpret what he meant by this word 'you are my wife and not a prostitute!' I shook my head looking stiff at the bed where it was drawn with roses
'RANDHIR ♡
SANYUKTA'
While he continued...'Sanyukta, if I have sex with you today without knowing you properly....then what would be the difference between sleeping with my wife and having sex with a prostitute? I would prefer to make sex with you or rather make love to my wife when we both want it and rather not by falling a prey to my desires....'
He took his pillow and lay asleep on the sofa while I tried to sleep on the bed crying....
Tears rolled down my cheeks not out of pain or angony but out of a mixed feeling of respect and admiration that I have started to have for this Stranger....