Seventeen's imagine✔

Seventeen's Hoshi

Requested by Yaren_kpop ^^

Okay first of all, this can be super sensitive and idw anyone to get hurt. and im serious.

DONT SELF HARM PIPOL okay.

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Yaren's pov

I ran back to my shared apartment with Hoshi.

"Why cant they let me be with Soon Young," I cried in the bathroom.

Hoshi is like my blessing and curse.

I love him but of course dating an idol has its consequences.

The crazy fans just cant accept it so I'll get bash, insult and what so ever.

And I cant tell that to Hoshi because In afraid his love will fade for me if I told him.

So there was always one way, that one particular way I used to do.

Cut myself. (Nope nope nope)

Thats the only way the mentally pain goes away. (Pft what no)

The pysical pain distracted everything. And sometimes almost everything.

But luckily, Hoshi was there and sent me to the hospital.

He was upset that I did this. I promised I stopped, but this was too much to take.

Now, the crazy fans are trying to hurt me physically.

"But before they hurt me, I'll hurt myself," I mumbled and went to the kitchen.

I then took a knife and cut my hands. I moaned in pain as I saw blood. (i hate blood huehue)

And I end up crying to myself again.

"Yaren?" Hoshi called.

He wasnt suppose to come home this early.

I then quickly threw the knife to the sink and it made a sound. (obviously)

"Yaren?" Hoshi called again as I heard his voice coming to the kitchen so I quickly washed my bleeding wrist.

I winced at the pain and tried to hold it.

"Yaren what are you doing?" Hoshi said and quickly went beside me.

"Yaren! You promised you wont do this again!" He shouted.

I just sobbed and kept on washing my wrist.

"Come here," he pulled me to the living room.

He then ran to the bathroom to take the first aid kit.

He then returned and treated my cut wrist and bandaged it.

"You promised not to do this anymore," Hoshi hugged me.

"Im sorry," I mumbled.

Hoshi sighed and hugged me tighter and I started crying.

"Tell me," Hoshi said.

"Sometimes cutting doesnt work,"

"It never works Yaren," Hoshi said. (true)

"But--"

"No buts, I want you to promise me for real this time, never cut yourself, it never works, about those crazy fans, I'll try harder to make them accept us but if I cant, I'll try to get rid of them. I'll pay a bodyguard for you too," Hoshi said.

"Im so troublesome am I?" I asked.

"Dont say that, I love you okay? Now promise me that you'll never cut yourself again," Hoshi said.

I smiled and hugged him.

"I promise,"

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Cutting your wrist or whatsoever NEVER works. NEVER SELF HARM.