Jesus if I thought drama was bad enough in elementary , I was way off . I always considered myself as a optimistic person who had a positive outlook on life . I saw how my cousin was maturing and becoming very close to perfect in both a physical and a mental way . I wanted to be like that a girl with knowledge and looks but of Course I had neither . Even though I compared myself to people who I thought were perfect would tell me thinks like your beautiful and smart , are you kidding me where? , how? , when ? . Honestly how could someone lie to my face like that . I knew I could be exactly like my cousin , so this is when thought it'd be a good idea to create my own persona someone who acted smart and looked better then her basic counterpart. Around this time I noticed that girls began to grow boobs and some Guys started to go through puberty or have their growth spurt , me on the other hand I remained short and child like . Although I don't know why but I was sexually attracted to both genders ,there something about girls that made me Pursue them the way I also felt for cute guys in my school. So I started to repress the feelings I started to gain for people and called it a day . Justine out of all people had to grow into a perfect specimen of human , a perfect body and face . On the other hand my cousin also grew up perfectly .
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Roman d'amourAn experience in wanted to share with someone but never had the courage to say it . It's my first so Enjoy ♡
