A simple girl with a hard life

I'll love you forever, she thought every night she would think of it in her head before she went to bed. She thought of him every night. His name was Riley, she loved him and she knew he was the one but there was something there, you couldn't see it but it was there. Which stopped them from being together, which was sad because they belonged together. But it wasn't as easy as that you see, she had a boyfriend and we'll he had a girlfriend, but it started of as friends let me tell you how it began....

Well, my best friend Sapphire wanted to go out shopping and I had nothing better to do. So I might as well, so we set off for a nice shopping fee day in Paris like most weekends, but it was different this time, because he was there. That's the day I met Riley, he was with his close mate Liam. We ended up tweeting each other. After that I guess it never stopped, one thing led to another then we met up. After we met up once it started to become a neutral thing. We got closer and closer as the time went on. But when we first knew each other he had a girlfriend and I was single. After a while we both was in relationships as time went on I began to develop feelings for him. A lot of people would tell me he felt the same, such as Liam and the rest of his friends. But I just didn't and couldn't believe them merely because he was a mind-fuck. I soon started to realise what I read on a quote was quite try, I'm always comparing my life to quotes but this one was 'two people made for each other but never find their future together'. But I was more delicate than other people, I was ill. Bulimia and depression.

I had a sister once called Georgia she died, no one ever talks about her she was a soul that was lost. You're most properly honking how did she die? Well I killed her. In my Mind, I know that sounds weird like I'm some sort of mental psychopath patient. But she's no longer my sister she's dead to me. Even if her so called mother took her away!

My memory goes back to the time when we was at the party, and Josh was there, me and Josh was very close hr had a twin called Tyler, Josh hated Tyler because he could always get the girls obviously he was after Georgia, they was both eighteen but Josh though his brother was doing it to destroy his feeling for me, oh yes did I forget that bit out? Josh always told me he liked me I remember this because it was about six months ago the new years party... I was at my mums mates house Linda, baring in mind, me and Josh are sixteen we had a bit too much to drink, but ours mums had left, I wanted to find the toilets. I headed for the stairs to find the rest-rooms but when I got to the top of the landing and turn't left to see Josh standing there. His big brown eyes locked onto mine. Suddenly I feel his smooth but harsh hands smack me against the wall with a gentle bang, before I could say what the heck are you doing? He quickly forced his gentle lips on mine and kissed me, I pulled away wishing he wasn't drunk and said I think you've had too much to drink.

That night everyone went home, I was standing there for my mum to pick me up, Josh saw me and came over he asked if I wanted to a lift. He seemed to be a bit shaken up from earlier as he thought I hated him. But I just shook my head and said no thanks. Hour upon hour it ended up being ten to four in the morning. I got a phone call saying my mums been rushing into hospital...

That's what woke me up, the phone call. Well apart from the fact I had hidden myself in a bush do I didn't get mugged or something, I know stupid right. As I refused the lift from Josh, so I started walking to the hospital after three and half hours I finally arrived I walked and the hospital send me to the right room, when I got there the doctor asked to speak to me, I agreed and he explained to me my mum was in a coma. I went outside to cool done and tried not to cry my phone bleeped telling me I had one bar left. So I decide to call my step dad, I soon got a surprise when he picked up the phone and harshly said down the phone don't call me, me and your mother has split up. So I had to move in with my dad.

I've been here for five weeks, I had a break down the other day, the worst part of it was it was in school. There was loads of arguments... It's just screwing me over, I miss my mum so much! She's still in her coma I go see her as often as I can, but it's like she lecturing me still.