Fading Mason (Sorry for the grammar mistakes)

1 Nightmare begins

I could hear my heart slowly beating, this world I'm in time doesn't exist. I fell in the endless darkness, What was going on, am I real, or a thought hanging in a mind of someone else.

a sound of something opening, a screeching sound that pierced my ears.; The sound of shoes hitting the concrete, made me open my eyes.

People filled the room, all looking my way; their faces, looked so unrecognized. the feeling of being terrified hit me like a truck. i couldn't understand why these people were here. The room i was in smelled so familiar, my mind was screaming telling me that something awful, happened, but i couldn't remember; the thing is i cant remember anything, and at this point i wish i was still in that endless of darkness, because right know i feel empty, nothing.

My mouth was sealed tight, and my hands were glued to the bed, i couldn't move, the weight if everybody's eyes were on me, my eyes moved side to side, the people in this room, were moving closer to me their hands out in front of them, like they were reaching for something. The lights flickered on and off, it was like the when the light flicked on they were closer, i tried to move but my body just wasn't strong enough. Minute after minute these people came, and there was no point of trying to move and stop this, so let these people come, and when they got to me, they skin of me was ripped off, my screams were never heard, piece by piece i was getting teared apart; my screams were so loud that they pieced my ears.

The pain was so much, the blood curling screams were to much.

"Mason wake up!" i was be shaken awake; my eyes shot open, my body was sweeping with sweat, that dream was, one of the worst I've ever had. "Was it bad." I nodded my head because i couldn't muster i word at the moment.

"How bad was it." i lifted my hands and held up ten fingers. My mom was the most caring person, that i now, even though she isn't my real mom but consider her as my real mother. "Try to some sleep okay."

I layed back down, and looked at the clock on the side of my bed, it was 3:30 in the morning, i knew when i would wake back up for school that i will be tired.

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My alarm woke me up, and i wished that i didn't have a bad dream, Monday morning worst day of the week. I dragged myself out of bed, and took a hot shower to cool my nerves, today was the day o go back to school for the first time, since the accident. The recurring dreams i have are the worst.

Mom tells me that i use to love going to school, and i had many friends. and was a big book reader, but i know now that everything is about to change. My soft curls sticked to my back from the water, my body was calm from the heat of the shower, i finally washed my body, and got out. but some random close on, and i was ready to go, but i was half an hour early, so made some eggs, because eggs are the only thing i can cook with the stove, mom said that i was a good cook, and i loved to eat, how could i love to eat, when i'm so small. i was dragged out of my thoughts when i saw my mom walking in. "Mm what smells so good."

"My eggs of course."

"So after your done eating i'm going to take you to school, are you excite." i really wasn't excited, i wanted to stay in my comfy house, that I came to love over these past few months; but i couldn't tell my mom that so i decided to say "yes of course i'm excited." when the words left my mouth i knew that my face didn't show much enthusiasm, and i could see sadness cross my moms face, but she covered it up with her smile.

I finished eating, went to my room to get my bag and went off to school. I didn't want to go to school, my mind was screaming something at me, but i couldn't figure out what it was; when the screams died down, the school showed up in view, and i knew that today was going to be one of the worst days of my life.

Mason Carder, get ready for what every comes your way, dont let your guard down, bring those walls up make then steal like metal, so no one can get through, keep your eyes open, and your mind closed. dont let anyone see you break; be strong, and carry yourself like you dont give a damn, because when you step in that building, your world will come crashing down if you dont follow these rules. All these words i just said to myself i know that will gt through today, just follow the rules, and you will survive this charade, and be ready for the next days to come.

"you ready, Mason"

"Yeah." i sat there and studied the building that i will be walking in to, i turned to my mom." how will I survive this."

"I dont know honey, i dont have any inspiring words to say about this." gee thanks mom now i have to do this myself. "Might as well get this over with." I opened the car door, and stepped out, well here I go, walking in the building, i once called home, now to a new building and student, who i don't remember, and lets make the best out of this. my legs finally moved, i was up the stairs in no-time, and opened the doors and walked in. Everyone in the hallway stopped and looked at me, and all I wanted to was run, run so far away, to never be seen again; my heart was beating so fast, I felt like I was going to drop dead at any moment.