Fading Mason (Sorry for the grammar mistakes)

5 Questions to answer, lies to tell

I didn't remember anything, but I was in some car, and to my surprise Samuel was there , looking at me. "What happened."
"Uh it was nothing." I said. anger flash through his eyes. " nothing what do you mean nothing, one minute you're telling me to take you to my car, and the next you faint, that's not just nothing Mason."
"Well it is to me."
"Come on what happened."
"Why should I tell you."
"Because I don't want to see hurt."
"Look I'm sorry but I don't want to talk about it."
"Fine but I'm not letting this go you know."
"Yeah whatever." Samuel started the car and we were back on the road to my house.
"So how are you liking the school." I knew he was changing the subject and so I went along with it
"Its good." I said but we all know that was a lie because I'm totally in love with charlie heights private high school. "Just good."
"Yep." I said popping the p.
"Uh huh, well its good to see you smile again." To smile again huh, well I guess I am loving the way I'm feeling either when I'm with Trevor, or Sam. "so i have a question."
"Okay shoot."
"Did you know me before; you know after the whole accident ordeal." I could see that he was hesitating to ask and that he was thinking of what to answer. "Um no, I didn't know you, but I heard of you around the school."
I looked at him kind of weird because I knew he was lying about something; but what exactly.
I didn't push it so I let it drop for now. "Yeah okay, well what did people say, oh did they say I was a bad person oh God please no, not bad, not bad."
"Hey calm down, and no they didn't say you were a bad person it was quite the opposite. They call you the most respectable person on this campus."
"Oh really?."  I said more like a question. The car fell in to a comfortable silence, and I was loving it; I started to drift off to sleep and that was a big mistake.

Fire blazing the air, smoke covering the the ceiling, the bed was so warm soft, I couldn't move from this spot; in the distance there's scream, someone as I can assume is being burning alive, I need to help but n matter how hard I try I cant move my body, its like im glued down to the warm soft bed. 

After a while I can't take it anymore, I scream for help, but no one can here me, so scream louder, my screams came to a halt, because my screams sounded familiar; sounded just like the screams I heard awhile back. Was that me screaming, I couldn't tell; with all my might I pushed myself of the the bed, I finally got of the bed and walked towards the door, but there was a problem I couldn't see where I was going.

I but my hands out to see if I can touch a wall or the door, luckily I found a wall so I followed the wall and it led m straight to the door, I grabbed the handle of the door but the it was burning hot, I snatched my hand away, I looked down and saw a mark on my hand, it said a name. I moved my hand closer towards my face, and when I read it, I, me, this girl fell deep into a black hole everything, and everyone came crashing down on me.

I kept falling, there was no ending to this black world that hide from. The world I hid from caught up with me; there was so much I couldn't handle, and this is one of them. Instead of trying to escape I just layed there till my death came.

All of a sudden I felt a hand grab my arm and pulled me up, my eyes shot open and then I saw her, I started to cry, I got the seems of missing this women Iv'e never seen before but I was crying for her.

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"Hey wake up we'er here." I opened my eyes, I looked straight into Sams eyes; the sparkle I seen made me weak.

"Oh, hey why are you crying." I moved my hand up to my face and felt the tears rolling down; I didn't even know i was crying, so I just wiped them. 

"Must of been a good dream." Sam looked at me knowing I was lying but luckily he didn't push it.

"Oh okay." 

"So where are we."

"If you get off your butt then you will see." I rolled my eyes at him "Okay, okay i'm coming; got a question are you going to murder me if you are ju..

"No, butterfinger."

"Butterfinger, really."

"What, that's all I can think of right know."

"But you said butterfinger, I hate butterfingers."

"WHAT!" Sam stopped in his tracks and look at me with a hand to his heart, y-you don't like butterfingers, how dare you, how possibly can we be friends." I looked at him like he was stupid and I burst out laughing. "THIS ISN'T FUNNY MASON!."

"Oh yeah it is, man over butterfingers, maybe if you said kitkat."

"Oh kitkats I love those, i guess we can be friends again." I shook my head at him. I know when i'm this one i going to have a good time.

"Well kitkat how do you like the view." Sam stepped out the way and when I saw the view I was astonished of what i was seeing, it was so beautiful. I could see the whole city and the lights glimmering through out the night, just made ever so more beautiful. "Wow this is beautiful."

"I know, I come here when I need to blow off some steam. I just wanted to share this with you." I looked up at him the lights glimmering off of his face just made him look my beautiful. He turned towards me, looked me straight in my eyes, I noticed that he was getting closer. Sam look down at my lips then back at my eyes. His head inched forward; I felt his breath on my lips, I put my on his chest I pushed him away, Although I like him, it was way to early for this.

"Oh, sorry I just got caught up in the moment."

"Its fine Sam I wanted to too, but its to early for that, you know." I looked away from his eyes I didn't want to see him hurt.

"Well I guess I should get you home, its getting late. I nodded my head indicting that I understood him. I walked in front of him to his car the; silence between us was killing me, but I tried to ignore it till I got to his car.

The ride home was the most uncomfortable silence iv'e ever been in, on the corner of my eye I would see him taking glancing at me.

Finally the twenty minutes of uncomfortable silence was over. "Well I had a good time with you today."

"Yeah, I should be going."

Wait, just wanted to say that I li.... mm never mind i see you need to get home." with that being said he zoomed off.

When I walked in side the house to my horror the house was a mess, the chairs all thrown on their backs, the tables turned to their side. The pictures of me and my mother, broken with class everywhere.

"Well, well look who decide to come home." My mom out of the destroyed living room, and she look furious. "I've been waiting for you Mason!."

"I'm s..sorry I was with a friend."

"Oh was you now, pick up that piece of class." I looked down and saw the glass next to my foot. "Go and grab it."

"W..why."

"BECAUSE I SAID!, NOW pick it UP!." she said through gritted teeth.

I picked up the piece of glass and looked at it "What do you need with it."

"Just give to me." I walked towards her put my hand out to give her the glass. When I got close enough she grab my hand and took the glass. The next the  I know she up the glass tip up to my skin.

"How does that fill." i shook my head hard indicting that i didn't like it.

She slide the glass across my skin, the pain was unbearable, I scream out loud. Seeing the blood falling to the floor. "Know when I call you to come home, or go to the store when I say so, there will be not blood shed. Got it."

I just looked at her with so much rage, but I know I couldn't at on that rage; so I bottled it up. "I said you got it."

"Ye...yes ma'ma."

"Go up to your room I don't want to see your face right now." I practically ran to my room, I want in to my bathroom to patch up the gash in my arm; as I rolled my sleeve up I've notice scars. What got me the most is that I've noticed these, and so she has done this before.

I started to cry, knowing that this will happen again but I choose to hang in there and give fake smiles and pretend to enjoy life as possible.