I tried
But it didn't work
I gave it everything I could give
But it still hurts
The pain is inside of me
But it doesn't hide from me
Just from you
I try to hide it too
I counted the days
But I still don't feel the same
I wish I was still young
When life was so much fun
But the real worlds calling
And I have to decide
Whether I stay or not
I've had numerous conversation in my head
I've tried to talk myself out of it
But it still lingers through the day
I wish I was numb
I wish I was fun
I'm too serious
But my life experience has made me this way
I call for help but they're not hearing it
I wish they could understand
I know they can't fix it
But I wish they would stay and love me in the way I want them to
I know I ask too much
But life has been kind of rough
And I think I've had enough
