I was sullen, you know?
Since you started hanging out with your girl.
We used to do all stuff together.
Now, all your free time was spent with her.
We used to talk a lot. How our day was. Stories to be told.
But now, we barely talk because you were 'busy' talking to her.
You used to open up to me. You said I was the only one who understands you.
And it turns out, I'm not the only one.
Right?
Every single time you were with her, you never even bothered to say "Hi" to me.
The time I was walking down the hallway to my locker. I was infront of you. No Hi's.
The time I was making you realize I was there near you by making my voice louder. Still, nothing.
The time I played badminton infront of you for you to see me. You didn't approach me.
You never did.
Until I tripped infront of you two while you were talking.
You were making fun of me but it wasn't funny. None of it was funny.
I got mad and hit you on the head with my raquette and walked away.
Should I trip infront of you for you to notice?
Should I act stupid so you'll realize I was there?
It feels like every time you are with her, you become blind.
You can't see everything.
You can't see your friends.
You can't see the people who tried to catch your attention.
You can't see your bestfriend, me.
And all you can see is her.
Only her.
I'm not even sure if we still are best friends.
It feels like you're already isolated from me.
You and me. Slowly drifting away from each other.
I don't even know any recent stories about you.
What's happening with your life.
Now tell me, is our friendship still there?
I really miss you but I can't take it anymore.
