Killed by Love- JLS FANFIC

Killed by Love part 42

It had been a few months, the farewell tour for Marvin had happened and just after the tour Louise and Aston thought it was a good time to get married, they had there wedding at the stone palace, it was a beautiful wedding Louise wore a white long wedding dress with crystal around the top of the dress, the JLS boys performed and it was a grest night. And now there was just a few weeks until Imy and Harry's wedding. Louise was still batteling with her cancer, blood cancer, she has had treatment for it but it didnt help and she is now worse them she has ever been.

Imy and Harry are arranging there hen and stag nights with everyone, they had invited everyone around Louise and Aston were still living there but there new house is close to being finnished.

Rosie, Natalie, Chloe, Louise, Perrie and a few of Imy's other friends were all in her bedroom planning the hen night. The one direction and JLS boys were downstairs arranging the stag.

Imy had decided that she was going to start the hen by going out for a meal and then there going to move onto many nightclubs.

Harry wasnt aloud to plan his stag as Aston and JB and Oritse had taken it into there hands and arrange a suprise stag for him so Harry had no idea what was goin to happen on his stag.

Everyone was having a good time as they girls and boys were now all down stairs eating and having a few drinks. Ever since Louise has had cancer Aston had been really protective over her and Louise doesnt like Aston checking up on her all the time even though she knows that he means well.

Louise and Aston and Zayn and Perrie were all sat on the sofa drinking champange

'Are you sure you should be drinking' Aston whispered into Louises ear

'For gods sake I am not 4 babe just leave me alone ok?' Louise got up of the sofa and running out of the front door upset.

Zayn and Perrie both looked at Aston and asked what was wrong

'Shes just stressed' Aston said looking at everyone who had now gone silent.

Imy came out of the kitchen hearing the conversation

'No Aston, you know what it is and you are to ashamed to admit it. you have been smothering Louise ever since she has told you she has cancer and you have treated her like she is your 16 year old daughter, you moan at her when she goes out with friends without you, when she drives alone, your scared when she goes out alone because theres paps, you complain when she drinks Aston thats life she might be ill but she is still a human bein, your wife in fact you need to back off a bit I mean we all know you care for Louise and we know your scared knowing she could, well you, know pass away at any minute but we are all scared here and we are all doing our best to stay positive, dont you think she wants everyone to spend however long she has left having a good time and not to spend it being told off by her husband?'

Aston knew she was right, he had noticed himself become more and more over protective but that was only because he loved her.

Aston didnt answer Imy he just made his way out of the front door to find Louise with everyones eyes following him out of the door.

Astons POV

Imy was right I had to lighten up and let Louise live her live, I went to go and find her out side.

I found her with her head on her lap sitting on a step in the front garden

'Hey... Look'

'No Aston I dont want another lecture from you im sorry but I dont think I can deal with this stress any more I just want it all to end, this moaning, this pain, this battle. Aston I dont want to live this life any more' 

I was so shocked I didnt expect that to happen, I sat down next to Louise putting one around around the back of her body placing it on her hip.

'Look it might seem hard, and I know I have been far too over protective but it could get easier, you heard what the doctor said, some days it could be worse than other days and you can go a while feeling fine, this might just be one of them bad days'

Louise looked up at me and smiled and kissed my lips. Her small soft lips pressing up against mine made everything go away all of the pain, everything. I love Louise and I dont want to loose her.