Killed by Love- JLS FANFIC

Killed by Love part 37

Louises POV

In woke up to Aston breathing on the side of my neck still fast asleep I laid there for a while. I regretted not telling Aston last night it was the perfect time but I backed down and just said nothing.

Aston rolled over making a huffing noise but he hadn't woken up.

I heard Imy down the hall come out of her bedroom so I went to talk to her as she knew everything.

Imys POV

"Imy" i heard call down the hall

i turned around and saw Louise looking upset as she walked towards me i knew what she was going to say... She is just going to say she never told Aston last night, she planned to and i knew she wouldnt, I understand that it would be hard to tell someone that but she has to tell him at some point.

"You didnt tell him did you" I whispered as Louise was in front of me

"I couldnt, the words phycially wouldnt come out of my mouth" Louise said as we both went downstairs while Aston, Harry and Mia still slept.

I went into the kitchen with Louise behind me, I put the kettle on got some grapes out of the fridge and sag at the table with Louise.

" what are you going to say then?, how are you going to tell Aston?"

Louise sat with her hand on her forehead as she looked down

"I just wished it would all go away I cant be dealing with all this shit"

Astons POV

I woke up in a cold empty bed which was unusual as we like to have our morning hugs before we get up. I looked over to see if Mia was in her cot and she was, still fast asleep bless her. I was wrapped up in the covers thinking about these past few months, they have all been so hetic and crazy I havent really soent much time with Louise at all, in fact she has hardly been here I always come home to Imy and Harry looking after Mia, that got me thinking, what is she up to?, surely shes not cheating on me... is she?

I managed to pull myself out of bed, not that I wanted to I hate this cold windy and rainy weather. I went over to Mias cot to check on her and she was fine so I went to the bathroom and got a shower

"ahhhh"... the water was freezing, Imy and Harry's boiler had broken down yesterday and needs to be fixed asap. I washed as quickly as I could so I could get out of this ice cold shower. I dried myself putting on some clothes and brushing my teeth. I went downstairs hearing talking in the kitchen it was Louise and Imy nattering away.

I opened the kitchen door and walked in and they both went silent and looked at me and they both looked slightly down.

"Should my ears be burning"

"No, not everything is about you Aston" Louise said sternly as she got up walking out of the room. I quickly ran after her grabbing her hand turned her around so she was looking at me, she had tears in her eyes

"whats wrong beautiful? you can tell me"

tears fell from Louises eyes as she rested her head on my chest

"I cant tell you" Louise muttered while crying.

"I love you, please tell me, you are clearly upset by something or someone, who is it, im going to kill them if they have upset my princess"

Louise looked up into Astons eyes

" it isnt anyone Aston, its me...."

There was a few minutes silent of Louise not being able to say what she wanted to say

I just wanted to know what was wrong so I couod help, what is making her this upset?

We sat on the sofa as Imy interupted she sat next to Louise holding her hand so she ovbiously knew what was wrong

"did you want me to tell him?" Imy looked over at Louise as she nodded back

" Urm well Louise is... ill"

"ill?" I questioned

"We have been going to the hospital to get treatment for it but nothing is working"

"working? what? what is wrong with you?" I looked at Louise confused and sad

Louise sat next to Aston as she put her arms around his waist cuddeling his as she whispered

"I have cancer"