The Thug's Secret

Part 3

Breana POV

We reached Porscha house so I hopped out with my keys and overnight bag. Even though Porscha is my bestfriend, What she found out tonight, she or no one else has known about this. "Come on Bre, I'll be in my room whenever you decide to come up." She told me outside in the driveway. I could tell in her voice she was mad, maybe a little more sad than mad though. I don't regret not telling her because this has something to do with me.. Not her.

I walked inside the house putting my things down on the couch and taking my shoes off at the door. I finally made the decision to go up to her room to talk with her. "Pooorrrssscchhee" I called out. No answer, "Porschaa!" I called once again. She came out of her room and stood there looking at me. When I saw her, you can bet your bottom dollar it looked like someone had done repossessed her. As I walked over she just stared at me, this point of time it was dark, no one was at her house but the 2 of us, and all the lights except her room light was off. I'm not ashamed to admit it but got damnit was I scared. She walked in the room and I sat on her bed. "Wassup" I spoke, breaking the silence.

"You tell me, you're the one walking around thinking everything its okay and it's not a big deal for your BESTFRIEND not to know you 'round here getting raped." She answered.
"Don't say it like that! Yeah I've been getting raped so what?! If I would've told you what could you have done? What! Tell me!.." I shouted. After that there was silence. "Exactly what I thought.. Nothing, NOTHING at all. You probably would've kept me here for 3 days just like fucking last time and not cared where the fuck I went! Might as well let me get raped in your face." At this point of time I was mad and hurt at once. Maybe I over exaggerated but still.. She've done this already before. I didn't even want to look her in her face but I did. And when I did she looked hurt by the words I said as if it slapped her in the face. This time all of my tears could no longer be held back. Then all of a sudden I had a flashback.

* FLASHBACK *

I was 15 and so was Porscha, her parents were always away so if you asked me she stayed home by herself but her parents made sure she wanted for nothing. My dad had raped me and fell asleep in my room with his arm wrapped around me. He was a deep sleeper so it wasn't hard at removing him from off me. I called my bestfriend and she picked up on the last ring with a sleepy voice.

"Hello" she spoke into the phone.
"Hey bestfriend, it's Bree. Can i come over? No one is home so I don't wanna be here alone" I lied.
"Yeah, you can! Whatever will help you baby!" She replied.
"Okay. Thank you sooo much! I don't know how I can repay you I just have to void not getting caught 'cause my permit hasn't came yet."
"Ok, well I'll be here love bug."
"Ok, see you in a few Porsche."

As I hung up I went back into my room to find my dad still sleeping so I rushed and got clothes left the house getting inside the Altima I had at the time.

* 3 DAYS LATER *

We woke up about 6pm that afternoon. Porscha's boyfriend was coming over and she told me I had to come next time and it was time for me to go home. I tried staying and begging her but the only answer she gave me was no.

"Porscha please, I have no where to go, I'd rather be here than home right now. I can't believe you putting your boyfriend before your bestfriend who was with you since 6 yrs old!" I spat.
"Goodbye Breana, these are my choices. I wish I was never your bestfriend as it is, you're always running away from home coming to me. You should let whatever happens at home continue to happen." She told me.

As a bestfriend I never thought she would say that. That's when I lost most respect for her, as we are almost grown now I still haven't forgave her, and never will.

* FLASHBACK OVER *

I got up from her bed going downstairs in tears. I didn't know what was going on at this time. I just knew I needed to go.

"Wait bestfriend, I'm sorry I didn't know." She stated.
"Well now you know and you also know you lost your bestfriend. Don't call me or text me, now I have to find somewhere else to go besides home."

I got my things off the couch putting on my shoes and walked to my truck only to sit there and think about any and everything. I hated to do this but I needed somewhere to be, my house was empty with no one there and if I choose to go back more memories would come. I got on my phone and called Tunnie. It's 2 in the morning, he shouldn't be sleep. I thought to myself as he picked up on the second ring.

"Hello, wassup sexy mama" he said in a sleepy tone. Omg 😍😍 I thought in my head.