The Puntastic Blog

Part 1- About me.

Hello internet folks, I'm a fellow human too. Anyway, I'm a 16 year old girl (remaining anonymous) who finds spending the day cuddled in bed with a tonne of junk food destroying the world that is called the gaming community one of the joys of exhaling carbon dioxide. I was born into household where gaming was seen more of a necessity than food or shelter. Anyway, since I was an infant I have preferred to lock myself away in a room and re-live an experience of courage and integrity. As the generations have passed so has my passion for gaming. I'm not a typical "girl gamer" who flaunts "GIRL" or "MISS" as a clan tag on Call of Duty, I have a pretty subtle and gender neutral account, so I don't appear as a girl until I speak to somebody.

Anyway, about my physical life. I would consider myself to be under average compared to most girls my age. I am a 6"0 brunette who has no physical body posture. I wouldn't consider myself "abnormal", but I would prefer to use the term "natural". I rarely wear makeup as I feel that I haven't got anybody particular to impress, as I have been single for my entire life. I am currently on my final three weeks of compulsory education because I'm in year 11 (10th grade for the Americans). I have always hated school as I feel I didn't ever fit in. I was always taunted for my height; I was 5"11 when I joined high school at 10/11. Because I never wore makeup I had spots revealing on my face. I was mocked, picked on and at one point even pushed and hit because I wasn't a girly girl, even though I have all the parts to say so. But I chose to stand strong all these years, regardless of my emotions. I would consider myself to be intellectually stimulating and capable. I like learning new things in school, but nobody really cares about my facts. In school, I have a great load of friends who I consider to be my family at most times. We may argue or have a little fragment, but I love them and I am grateful I met them.

When I get home on a usual, rainy day in the UK, I will briefly socialise with my family. I am the youngest of 4 children in my house. My siblings are currently 25,22 and 18. I also live with my two parents. Due to the fact all my siblings have gone to university and moved out, it's really quiet at home. My dad works a lot in the day and I rarely see him at home, but I do see my mam a lot. I guess I just get quite lonely a lot, which triggers my PPD (personality paranoia disorder) and causes my sad moments. Therefore, I will lock myself in my room and cheer myself up by playing on my Gameboy, DSiXL or my Xbox One until it's time to revise for an upcoming exam. I hate expressing my feelings though. I choose to get rather neurotic (short-tempered) when people ask me why I am miserable or moody. I can't blame anyone for asking, but it's just I have trouble telling people what's wrong because I've always been told I'm overreacting or it'll be fine soon. Sometimes, I wish people would understand my sadness and respect it as I always would do for them.

The next few months are looking brighter for me. To begin with, I am looking to attend a college in the upcoming school year to study: Maths, Politics and Economics for A-Levels. Also, I have my school's prom in which I hope to feel like one of the girls and somewhat confident in myself. Finally, I am looking forward to the summer as I am expected my first niece in July. It's going to be amazing being an aunty as I love children and I wanted to always be an idol for a younger child. I have always wanted to do my aunty proud as I sadly lost her to cancer when I was little. We may not have had a lot of memories but I will always love her and never forget her.

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