Nolasia's pov😈👅🔥
After walking in and being introduced to everyone, August caught my eye. August is a GORGEOUS man!!! I ain't gon lie. I guess you could say I'm a part of the nation, I'm just not one of the violent ones. I admire his struggle and his grind.
Let me introduce myself.
As you know I'm Nolasia, Nolasia Cater. But you can call me Asia. I was born in Brooklyn, New York and when I was 6 years old my family moved to New Orleans. At the age of 17 I moved into my own place and graduated top of my class from high school and all 3 times of me attending college.
I am a fashion designer, choreographer, and sometimes I do back up vocals and dance for celebrities such as Jazmine Sullivan and Beyoncé to name a few. I'm 20 years old and I'm a born again virgin.
I know what you are probably thinking "How are you a born again virgin, you either are or aren't a virgin!?!" Well, my "parents" who I call the egg and sperm donor raped me, put random things in me, and would let old men and other teens rape me for money because when they found out they were having another set of twins they didn't want another girl. When they found out I was a girl, I guess they vowed to torture me.
Since I was the last of 12 to be born, my older siblings tried to protect me, but it never worked. They would always find ways to hurt me. My twin brother Keenan would be the one that would stay by my side. Sometimes he would even fight off physically the men and women that would come to hurt me. I truly loved him. He was my other half.
Sadly before our 18 birthday he was murdered right I front of me. Bullets that went into his body also went into mine. 2 went into my heart. Sometimes I wish I had'a died that day. The doctors put his heart in me to save my life. It hurst everyday to know that I can't call him when I want or need him. I can't feel his hugs.
When I was 18, the sperm donor got me pregnant twice. I miscarried one. The other he murdered when my baby was almost 2. I guess you could say I had everything plus the kitchen sink thrown at me.
But anyway, let me stop. If I keep going I'm gonna burst out crying in front of all these people and they gone think I'm coo coo fa coco puffs. While I was sitting here on my phone, I felt August starin at me. I didn't mind it though.
He seemed like a genuinely great guy. Although he may be such a great guy, I know what type of guy he is. He's the fuck and duck. I ain't wit it. I know I could never be the side chick either. The way that I've had to grow up, now I realized I can't take anyone's crap. I'm not like the girls that he's use to like them thirsty dust buckets ova there. I don't and won't give it up on the first, second, or fourth date. That's another reason why I'm single. Niggas want hoes and that ain't me.
10 minutes into my arrival, in walks in the infamous "MR.STEAL YOUR GIRL", late like Charlemagne said. Not just him, but two thots looking like they just hoped off the walk of shame train right into his car and he brought them here. I swear these niggas ain't got standards or moral when comes to they dick going into another human being that look like they only wash once maybe twice a month.
As he was speaking, when he got to me I could feel him starin so I smiled out of courtesy trying to be polite. In my head I wish that he would walk on to where ever he was going with them 2 hoes.
I guess I had a facial expression cus when I started to look around in the awkwardness, I seen August looking at me smirking. He got up and walked ova. "Yo Trey, can ya come ova here fa a second me and Chris want ya ta hear'a what we been working on?" August said saving me from Trey's awkward stares. "Yea man, sure" he said before finally taking his gaze off of me walking to where August was. I mouthed thank you to August and he mouthed back anytime. Then he just had ta flash that BILLION DOLLA smile at me. Little does he know a new waterfall had just been created. GOOD LAWD does this man have to be this damn fine.
Mean while Trey's hoes were pissed. It was written on their faces. "Aah, y'all mad cus Trey lookin at Asia. It ain't ha fault y'all look worse'a than Chris's FIRST AND SECOND stalk'a!!!" Charlemagne said while erupting in laughta. I tried to hold in mine as Chris slowly turned around in his rolly chair from the soundboard with one of the most priceless faces I have eva seen. "Aye man that was a very EMOTIONAL time!!" Chris said acting dramatic and hurt, making his voice sound like he was about to burst in tears. I swear this nigga is HILARIOUS.
At this point I couldn't hold it and out came my loud laughing which I always thought was annoying. I covered my mouth and said "I'm sorry that came out louder than I expected" I said to everyone. All the guy, except Charlemagne said "You good" and August said "I think ya laugh was cute beybeh." He don't know, I just melted. Ima sucka for a New Orleans accent.
Of course Charlemagne said something smart unda his breath. "Whett?!?" I said to Charlemagne acting loud and ghetto . "Nothin man, DAMN!! Let me alone!" He said sounding like an old man. All me and the others could do was laugh. "That's what I though punk!" I said while smacking his balled head. He "fell" on the floor acting hurt as he had all of us rollin. When he was done actin like a fool he got up off tha floor, dusted the fake invisible dirt off of his pants before playfully mean mugging me while sitting back in his seat.
6 hours filled of joke cracking, stomach cramping caused from laughing, 5 blunts, 4 bottles of green apple and peach Ciroc later, our studio turned hang out session was ova. I ain't gone lie, ya girl was feeling right.
The studio was a about to close in an hour so we all got ready to leave. As I was packing my things in my bag, ya know phone and charger, I heard Trey say " Y'all just don't know. She can get it and I'll be happy to give it right up ta ha!" I turned around slightly, just enough ta see Augs facial expression. In it was total hate, disgust, and pure anger. "You may be ready and willing but I know fa damn sho she ain't gonna give it!" August said just loud enough for the people who were paying attention to the conversation could hear. Trey got in August's face, as if ready to fight. Chris and Charlemagne jumped in between them and grabbed an overly intoxicated Trey.
Ya see, Trey drunk and smoked the most out of all of us. Me and August sheared a blunt even though he doesn't usually share and the others shared theirs. Trey would take long drags and drink big cups of liquor. He was completely shit faced. Even though what he said was out of pocket, I don't want August to fight over me. I'm not that worth it.
"August?" I said walkin up to him. He didn't answer, I could tell he was trying to cool down before saying anything to me. "You don't have to fight over me or what he said, I'm not that important." I said trying to make him understand I wasn't affected by what Trey said. "What ya mean ya not that worth it. Beybeh, ya mor'a than worth it. Ya got'a realize that ya perfect, well in my eyes. Tha way Charlemagne described ya, ya ova exceeded my exception of what ya was gone look like and how you was actin 'n shit. Ya special. I can tell. Especially since ya don't act like dem hoes in dea." August said, almost pouring out his feelings in a way. It made me feel special ta know that's how he feels about me already. But...I can't catch feelings. Not like this. Not this time. I'm afraid that once again my love will be taken for granted. I can't go through that again.
While I was thinking about what he said, trying to process everything, Aug was about to speak but he stopped himself. "What is it August? You can say it."
"I know it's ta early ta be catchin feelins, but I like ya...a lot just from bein around ya in this short amount of time." August said. "I want ta get ta know ya betta, if ya don't mine"He said with a hopeful tone.
I had an expression of pure and utter shock. "I..I don't know August. I'm not really in'a place to date anyone right now..." I said nervously barely above a whisper. August face turned from hopeful to sadness and disappointment. I felt bad then.
"But if you let me.." I started before he cut me off, "It's coo man" August mumble getting up, grabbing his stuff and left.
Hey guys. That was chapter 2. How'd I do, let me know in the comments.
Til next time loves,
Z out ✌🏽️✌🏽😘💕💋
