I sit on my computer.
**Ding ding** Facebook alerts me, looks like I have a new message.
I open it:
"Hey fatass why are you still alive no one likes you anyway, just end it. I have seen the pussy scars on your arms, you're that weak that you can't take nothing from anyone can you." -Jessica Robley
'Why did I open this?' I think to myself and put my palms over my eyes to cover the tears streaming out of them.
*knocks on the door* 'Oh shit'... I think quickly wiping the tears from my face, clearing my throat then answering the knock. "Come in."
The door opens and I see my mom and my nephew Isaak. "Dinners ready, are you okay?" My mom says noticing my red puffy eyes.
"Wha- Oh yea fine I am just thinking about the months before.... you know?" I say giving an awkward smile.
"Okay." My mom gives me a warm smile.
"Ali cry, Ali cry! Why Ali cry?" My 22 month old nephew says in a sad simpathetic voice.
"I'm not crying, silly goose. I will be out in a sec okay mom?" Signing my mom to get out of my room.
My mom closes the door and I sit on my bed hands intertwined and think. 'What am I doing with my life?' I close my laptop and head out to dinner.
*Ali's Dream*
"Hey fatass.... fatass.... fatass." I heard her say as it echoed.
"Hahahahahahaha!!!!!" I could hear everybody laughing at me. And then they all chanted, "Fight, fight, fight ,fight."
"UGHHHH!!" I squealed in pain as she shoved me to the floor and kicked me in the stomach.
"That will teach you to mess with me you bitch." She said as she sits on my chest, her legs pinning down my arms, then her fist swings down to hit me in the face.
*Ali wakes up*
I wipe my forehead. 'Oh gross was I sweating?'
I get up out of my bed throw on a pair of neon green skinnies, a batman T-Shirt, batman ring, diamond necklace, DC shoes and a purple beanie.
'Another day of hate.' I think. Then I grab my backpack and walk out the door.
Author's Note:
Hey this is one of my first stories the others that I have written were deleted because I didn't like the way they made my personality look. Um... this is going to be a story about me, but I am using different names to secrenize (keep secret) the people just for privacy! :)
