Flash back

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I get to the bus stop. I am always the first one there. I stand there for 5 minutes and then my friend Elizabeth and her sister Natilie show up.

"Heyyy!!" Elizabeth says to me. She's always been a 'happy-go-lucky' type person. She has red hair, green eyes and she's Irish.

I raise an eyebrow at her, "Hi?"

"Whats up?"

"Not much, I am so fucking tired..."

"Fun."

"Not really."

We here a door open. Its a senior, his name is Chandler. He has short brown hair, he's tall, he has brown eyes, he always wears a beanie, and he almost never wears a jacket which reveals the deep scars on his arm.

"Oh fuck." I say "Not him, I don't understand why he still goes to this school."

**Flash back from 2 weeks ago**

"Ugh! Why am I still alive!?!?" Chandler exclaims.

"Because you deserve to live." I say staring at him.

"Why are you still here anyways, why can't you just go home?"

"Because I care, I'm sorry if that's not something that you are used to but I care. And I am kind of involved now, I am not walking away from you with you being..." I freeze.

"Being what!?!!!" He asked angrily.

"Suicidial..." I say under my breath. "I can't leave you now, I am not giving up on you!"

"Why the Hell not?!"

I stared at him "I know I don't know you that well, I have only known you for two days and I still care for you which is weird because I don't think I should care for you as much as I do considering I have a boyfriend and the short amount of time I have known you!"

He looked at me confused. "What.... hmmm... What would you do, if I kissed you right now?"

I looked shockly at him.

"Well?" He encouraged.

"I-- I would push you off." I replied back. And with my answer he took one step closer to me.

"Come over here for a sec."

"Why?"

"Just do it." He said. I did I walked over to him. He took me by the shoulders and stepped up really close to me. We were chest against chest, I got nervous and I tried to step back, but he caught me by the back of the neck, he leaned down and he kissed me.

"What the fuck!!" I say pushing him off of me.

**Flash back ends**

Chandler looks at me and mouths the words, "You cheated." toward me, I mouth back "I know, I feel bad." he mouths back to me, "You're a good kisser, you shouldn't be." And then he add in a wink.

More people show up at the bus stop and then the bus comes. Everyone gets on the bus and I am the last one on. I look around to find a place where I can sit. Every seat is full except one... of course it had to be Chandlers.

Authors Note: This is a true story that has happened to me. Sorry for the short update. I will post more soon after I get my grades up. :* love you guys!!

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