"Hey Ali, what's up? Are you okay." Elizabeth say, her voice lowering as I put my finger to my lips in a motion to tell her to be more quite. "Sorry, what's up?" She whispers.
I look behind her making sure Chandler is gone. "I have to show you something but you can't be mad at me, okay!" I say very sternly. She nods, so I lift up my sleeve to reveal 12 new cuts on my arm from the night before.
Her mouth is agape I prepare for her to yell at me. "Why?" She says trying to stay calm.
"Still from Chandler. I can't get it out of my head, I cheated Liza, do you know that?! Or can you at least comprehend it? It makes me feel guilty, I haven't even told him yet!" I say.
"You haven't told him!! Are you going to?" She says shocked.
"I don't know! I don't want to lose him, I didn't even mean to kiss Chandler. He kissed me I just..... I pushed him away after like 5 seconds! It was an accident, a mistake, I hate myself for it and I hate him for it, that's why I cut. Not considering the fact that he's picking on me now..."
"WHAT?!?! He's picking on you? Dude you need to do something about it. You can't just let him get to you like that, he needs to be stopped, if you don't... I will." She says and I snap.
"IT'S NOT YOUR JOB!!! I KNOW YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO BE NICE, TO BE MY FRIEND BUT IT'S NOT YOUR CHOICE!!!!" I shout at her, I look around. 'Thank god no one is looking at us.'
"Well if you are going to tell him here is your chance." She says as his bus pulls in front of the school and people start getting off. "I hope you make a good choice... If you don't tell him now and you tell him later, you might lose his trust because you didn't tell him sooner." she storms past me and heads up the stairs to the door of the building.
"Liza, I can't just..." I am cut off from talking to her as she enters the building and closes the door.
"Hey beautiful." I hear a familiar voice and I can't help but smile. I turn around and there he is, my boyfriend.
His name is James, he is an inch taller than me he has mid face long hair, blue green eyes, a little bit over weight (But I don't mind :D) he is wearing his Doctor Who t-shirt (All the time), purple skate shoes, blue jeans.
"Hi." I stick my tongue out at him. He grabs me around the waist pics me up and spins me. "Ahh. Please put me down." I giggle. He puts me down and then gives me a BIG hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"Lets get inside, it's freezing out here." He says grabbing my hand and starts walking towards the building, but I stop and stand completely still. "Whats wrong?"
"Nothing... Just thinking." I say with a fake smirk. 'I wish I could tell him, I really don't want to but I don't want to lose his trust.' "You're right its cold." I walk up the stairs and he quickly gets in front of me and opens the door, I am it with a blast of warm air. I walk in and start heading towards class, then I see him, Chandler. I stop in my tracks.
"What's wrong, no lies this time, please." He says looking me in the eyes.
"Nothing I'm fine. Okay?" I say trying to look happy.
"Okay." He says looking sad. He knows when I'm not okay, he hates when I lie to him, and he just wants to know.
I pull him into a hug. "I'm fine... I promise." I look up at him in the eyes then he leans in and kisses me. "Lets get to class okay?" I loosen my grip on him and grab his hand and we walk eachother to class.
Hey guys :) Hope you're enjoying the story. I love you guys :) My goal for reads on this is 30. Not that high right?
