Just Thinking (beyond the walls of me )

A typical 5 mins. in Help's life.

my. apologies for the explicit word in video one.

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* Help walks into school*

Help's thoughts: " why are they all looking at me ?... just keep walking , just keep walking its ok *big sigh*. 

Reality : everyone's minding there own business.

Justine approaches Help and Exclaims,"hey! Help ...how was Saturday ?"

Help's thoughts: " Saturday what happened on Saturday? , omg think fast Help , all you have to do is answer , what is she looking at on my face !. What happened to me?- why do i live with such regret?- why do i think im not good enough?- why do i question what will make me happy?- is it because of family ?-is it because of friends ?- huhh *headache*... why won't these unnecessary thoughts.... stop?!!.. is it because of society on a whole? or is it just me ? yes maybe it's just me !! *mentally tears hair out * ME!... why can't i trust me ?- why can't i take risks ?- why do i run from my happiness?-why can't i look straight in the mirror and feel complete perfection?- why do i even sound so cliche?- would you stop pitying yourself already , wait i'm not - what?- why can't i tell anyone the real me ?- who is the real me ? ......... wait why is Justine here , oh wait YES! Saturday !!

*Help smiles* , " oh yes Saturday was great "

Help's thoughts: how long has she been standing there?- Justine's so perfect , why couldn't I live her life?- why can't --"

Justine: " See you in second period * waves*"

Justine's thoughts : "Man, Help is so beautiful , I wish I was her "

MORAL : REMEMBER TO FORGET !

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