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{Hoseok's POV}
*Flashback 5 years ago*
Its been an year since I started trying to remove my feelings for her. Yeah, but up until now. I just cant get myself to stop my feelings for her. We'e already raduated from highschool yet my feelings for her are still present
And now, Taehyung and her are in a relationship. I'm happy for them. Really really happy. But I truly pity myself for being so weak when I'm alone.
I cry myself the whole time I get alone and have time to think of the things I should've done for her to be mine. I just love her so much that she already drives me crazy.
I said I'd do everything I can for her. But why amd I so dumb to not do everything fo my own good? I should've alteast tried to tell her my feelings. I tried giving her clues about me liking her, but she's just that dumb to not know up until now.
I think the boys, except Taehyung already knows that I have feelings for Shy that's why they tease me with her. But, I never confirmed anything to them because I'm scared that something might change when were with Shy.
Shy and I right now, we've been really distant now. The boys even asked me if anythingswrong with us but I told them were not fighting. And I guess they already know now why Shy and I are distant and thats because of Taehyung.
She's been talking all day long about Taehyung's and her relationship when were together. I just got sick of it because they keep on repeating their story like their minds were on rewind for thos moments.
There was a time where we were in the canteen and both Tarhyung and Shy kept talking about their love life. I got sick of it so I sighed and rolled my eyes as they were tlaking then the boys noticed it.
They have been holding their boredom for the story Shy and Tae have been repeating to us. So I decided to do the right thing and not to act.
I plugged in my earphones as Shy and Tae were talking and slid my phone in my pocket. They were all looking at me even though Shy and Tae were talking. I rolled my eyes before shaking my head and standing up leaving the table out of boredom.
Now, I dont get it but my feelings bloom more when I see her every sencond. I tried ignoring her, but the more I ignore her. The more I recognize how beautiful, cute, and perfect she was for me.
I just cant help myself from thinking about her though. Its like she's the only person I've ever known from the whole time I lived.
"Yah! Hoseok!" I flinched as I heard them yelling my anme making me look at them.
"What?" I asked completely shocked and confused.
"We were talking to you but you were just staring blankly at you empty plate." Jin hyung said and I smiled sheepishly.
"Mianhe, I was just thinking of something." I said and scratched my head.
"You know, Shy has been really different towards us. Like the only person that means to her now is Taehyung. Dont you guys think?" Jimin stated and they all nodded.
Shy and Tae are now in a date. Its already Saturday so the boys and I decided to stay here in my house and talk about things.
"Yeah, she often talks to me before but now she wont even say a single letter to me when we pass by each other." Jungkook pouted and they sighed.
"How about you Hoseok? Any changes Shy did towards you?" Namjoon asked and I shrugged.
"Yeah, I observed that she has been really distant to you. Like she doesnt spend time to you anymore." Yoongi hyung ststed and I nodded.
"Yeah, its true. But I dont care, as long as she's happy. I dont care, but sometimes I just get sick of it because all of the things she say are like this 'Tae and I' 'Taehyung planned' 'I love him' and many more. Its so annoying already." I said and shook my head.
"Say, arent you jealous of her and Taehyung?" Jimin asked while smirking and I ate some chips.
"Yeah I'm jealous but it helps me lose my feelings fo--" I stopped talking when I realized I was spilling some important details.
"I knew it! Hoseok hyung likes Shy! Ohohoho!" Jimin laughed in victorty and I facepalmed.
"Shut up! You got no jams, all of us knew it from the start duh." Namjoon said and his Jimin making him stop from laughing.
"So, do you still have feelings for her?" Jin hyung asked me and I shrugged.
"Yeah but I feel like loosing it but it still comes back when I see her smiling." I stated and ste some chips.
"Hyungs, I think Hobie hyung does not like Shy." Jungkook said and we raised our brows.
"What do you mean? He already said it." Jimin defended.
"Yeah, he said he likes Shy." Namjoon agreed.
"Yeah, but the way he explained things of his feelings towards her doesnt sound like its only likeness." Jungkook defended his side.
"Yeah, I agree with him. I think Hoseok here is in love with Shy. Because if he said his feelings comeback just by the sight of her smiling. Then his feelings might be really deep and real for her now." Yoongi hyung agreed to Jungkook.
"Woah, I didnt know you two were smart." I chuckled and so did the others.
"But tell us the truth, do you like Shy or love?" Jin asked and I sighed talking a sip on the cola I have.
"I'm not sure. Because when I think of her I say I'm in love. But when I see her with Tae I think its only likeness I have for her. Mollayo." I shrugged and placed down the cola on the table.
"Dont worry hyung. You will find a better person that Shy. Someone that will treasure you like how you will treasure them." Jungkook said and patted my back.
"Woah, the maknae talks as if he knows a lot of things about love." I chuckled and the others agreed.
"No, I'm just trying to tell you hyungs that I have a girlfriend." He smiled shyly and we all gasped.
"Mwo?! Our baby kookie is now in a relationship?! Woah! That sounds daebak!" Jimin exclaimed in awe.
"My baby boy is now growing up, I'm so porud of you kookie." Namjoon said and ruffled Jungkook's hair.
"Yeah, even though I dont give a shit. I still wish you luck in your relationship." We chuckled at Yoongi hyungs words and he shrugged.
"Introduce the girl to us, I'll cook food for her." Jin hyung smiled and Jungkook shyly nodded.
"Yeah, and I'll be the one to spoil her your secrets." I smirked and he hit my arms slightly.
"Dont you dare tell her anything or else I'm really going to kill you." He threatened and we all chuckled.
"Woaj, you guys look so happy without us around." I heard Shy's voice from behind us and we all quickly shut up looking at each other.
"Oh, what happened? Did we miss anything?" Taehyung asked and sat on the couch opposite form me making me see him and Shy holding hands together.
"Its okay." Jungkookie whispered to me and patte my back secretly and I smiled at him.
"Why did you guys turn silent when we're here? Is there a problem?" Shy asked bluntly and they shook their heads.
"We were just talking about each other nothing more." Namjoon said and she nodded smiling slightly.
The smile that makes my heart race a million times faster than how a horse runs. (Haha! Are you talking about yourself Hoseok?! XD)
"Why arent you guys making any sound?" Tae asked in a confused tone and we sighed.
"Because we ran out od topics so, we'll just keep quiet." I stated and they agreed.
"Yeah, and better keep quiet or I will kill you guys when you become noisy and disturb me when I sleep." Yoongi hyung stated and we chuckled at his words.
Because we cant do anything but to chuckle. Like how I cant do anyhing about me falling for Shy every single day.
YOU ARE READING
The Best Man
Short Story'I have to show you something' He said 'What is it?' She asked 'This,' He muttered before pulling her closer to him connecting their lips as he closed his eyes enjoying the moment of kissing the person he was wishing to kiss for a very long time ago...
