Chapter 9

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{Hoseok's POV}

*Continuation*

I am now sitting down here on my chair while the boys were dancing or something. It just bores me because I'm not in the mood for partying right now.

I stuffed my mouth with the food they have here. I rolled my eyes as I saw Taehyung and Shy dancing. I also felt a slight pain inside my heart that made my eyes a little bit watery.

I looked down on my food and sighed as I felt a tear escape my eyes. I just dont feel right.

Who would freaking feel right when the only woman you loved your whole life is getting married in front of you?! And her husband made you their best man?! Okay thats very much of a torture!

"Hey, are you okay?" I heard a voice asking and I looked up after wiping my tears.

"Hmm? Yeah." I simply answered as I saw Shy in front of me sitting on the chair accross mine.

"Really? You're not even with the boys. And you dont look okay. Is there a problem?" She asked and I smiled bitterly.

You! You are the problem because you chose to marry Taehyung!

"What? No theres no problem. I'm just not in the mood for dancing or even standing. But I'm fine." I lied and placed my elbow on the table.

"Thanks." She suddenly muttered and I looked at her confused while placing my hand on my lap.

"Why?" I asked her and she smiled.

"Because you helped Taehyung for proposing. And if it wasnt for you I wouldnt meet Taehyung. Thank you very much." She smiled teary eyed.

Really? I'm really glad I helped you because I never helped myself with anything.

"Oh, no dont thank me. Its Taehyung's choice to meet you. So dont thank me. Thank him." I said and pulled out my phone looking at the time.

"Hey, why arent you looking at me? Are you texting someone?" She asked me and I looked up before smiling.

"Yeah, I am." I lied and looked at my phone once again while typing my password.

"So? The person you are texting is a lot more important than me?" She asked in a rather annoyed tone which made me confused.

"Yeah, she was asking me something." I lied and pressed my memo.

"Yeah? And who is that she you are talking about. Is she your girlfriend?" She asked again.

I raised my brow as her tone was in a raging tone or in an annoyed one.

"Why? Is there any problem having a girlfriend?" I asked her and typed on my memo.

"No, I didnt say anything like that. All I'm saying is that this is my special day. You should be focused on me not on your girlfriend." She said in a loud tone.

"Why would I focus on you? You should be the one focusing on Taehyung, and I focus on my girlfriend. The way you say things it sounds like you own me." I raised my brow at her annoyed too.

"Why? I was just asking you to atleast spear me some of your time. Your girlfriend will always see you not like me who would only see you sometime." She defended and I shut my eyes close before heaving a deep breath.

"Does going here in your stupid wedding, becoming your husbands best man, helping him propose to you doesnt sound like I speared some time and efforts for you?! And why are we talking right now if I dont spear you some time? You're so possessive. You dont own me so dont talk to me like you do because you never did. Never." I told her and stood up from my seat.

She looked at me with a sad yet annoyed expression plastered on her face.

"I'm tired of you Shy, I always understand you. I always do what you want, listen to you. I just hope Taehyung has a longer patience than me for him to stay with you forever. Because you're so annoying already." I said and shook my head.

I looked over to my side and saw all of the boys looking at us and some of the guests. I also saw Taehyung but I shook my head and walked away from the scene.

The last day I would see her. Wd had a fight. And I know we can never resolve it again. After all those words I said, my feelings are still here for her until the day I die.

I took a cab home and when I was already inside I recieved a text from Taehyung.

"Why did you do that?" -Tae

"For me to be free. She always suffocates me and never allows me to do something on my own. I hope you can live with that forever." -Me

After sending him the message I shut my phone down for me not to recieve further more messages. I hopped off of the cab after paying and I went inside my house.

I walked into my room wasted. I look very hagard now I assure that to all of you. I locked my door a d tears started to find its way out of my eyes once again.

Why did I chose to fight with her?! Its the last time we'll ever see. Then I chose to spend it in a bad way.

After leaving Korea, I dont think I'll comeback ever again. Maybe, when I'm ready. And when I can already say that I've moved on from her and from all the things I didnt do for myself.

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