I'm sorry

"She"

I grew up knowing that same sex relationships were wrong. (I know crazy right?) But today, it's not like that. Your free to love who you love. Well not for me. When I was in the 10th grade. I started questioning my sexual orientation. I felt atractted to guys but I also did to girls. That's when I came to the conculsion that I was bisexual. (and for those of you who are ignorant. Bisexual means being atractted to both the opposite sex and the same sex. Whether it's for guys or girls it's the same.) So I hung out with a girl who claimed to be bisexual but really only ever had boyfriends in the past. She was really pretty and I started to fall for her. I later asked her out. She said yes and we went out for about 8 months. I kept this hidden from my parents. (Since they are homophobic). One day, right after school, she said she wanted to talk. So we stayed after school in a teacher's classroom.
"Do you know why I wanted to talk to you?" she asked.
"No." Poor naive me.
"Well I wanted to tell you that these past 8 months......were all a joke. I was dared to date a girl for 8 months and here we are 8 months later and it's finally over. I am disgusted with you. How could you ever love a girl and miss out on all the great sex you could have with a guy." she laughed and left the room before I could say anything. I knew this was couldn't be true. The day after, as if to make matters worse, her friends decided to chase me after school and jump me. I wasn't badly injured but I ended up with a lot of scars. Now I trust no one. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't.