Will He Ever Recognize Me?

Chapter 4

The dinning room smelled delicious. Homemade food is the best seriously.


Mom was sitting at the top of the table my brother jack on the left next to him an unknown person maybe his friend? I dont know which means im gonna sit next to... Felix? Oh my God!!!


...
I was sitting next to felix un able to eat.. I was full.. My tummy was full of butterflies I dont know how but trust me i was full!


Suddenly my phone which was placed between felix's plate and mine rang
Caller: john
To my surprise felix answered? Dafuq..?


He excused himself and walked away to answer the phone? Whats happening?


As you all know im speechless and so nervous so i was just watching without saying a word..


After 30seconds felix came back with apologetic look on his face.. Whats happening?


"Im sorry i thought it was my phone.. And well one of my mates is called john so yeah um his waiting on the phone he wants to talk with you" he said


Duhh i definitely i know his friend john.. Yepp u guessed right, stalking him taught me everything about him.


I only responded with a nod.. Seems like nodding is the only thing i cant manage to do when he is near me.


I took the phone
Me: hello?
John: you have a lot to explain.. Was it felix?
-yes
-ARE YOU IN BED?
- John dafuq! Your not supposed to ask girls these questions.. But definitely not! Okay i have this huge crush but it doesn't mean Im a slut
-yeaah i know, anw i called to ask if you want to hangout or something lola just called me she said her noisy cousins are sleeping at her place so we are alone.. And since she doesn't like horror movies and we both do WE ARE GONNA WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 3 AT THE CINEMA!!
-UHHH! THATS GREAT!
-okay im gonna pick you after 2 hours.. Around 9
-kay .. Love youu joo
-love you joudy


Felix:


I was washing my hands when i heard joudy talking on the phone with john.. Not my mate her friend or maybe boyfriend which really upset me..
She said she has a huge crush on him? Or maybe on someone else.. Her sentence was really general but something i was relieved when i heard her saying shes not a slut and i definitely know she is not and thats why i have this crush on her.. Shes beautiful even if shes chubby her white cream skin is like a baby's hand, her eyes are the color of the sky her strawberry lips are always calling me for a kiss she is perfect in her own way..


I heard her saying "love you joo" which really pissed me off!!
Chill man she just met you she didnt even know your name!


When i was done washing my hands i heard her telling her mom that she is going out with john to watch a movie..
Oh thats bad.. He is her boyfriend


I knew jack is waiting for me in his room with peter.. We where planning to play some games..


1 hour later


I was zooming out.. I really missed her smell! I haven't seen her in 1 month and 3 days and here she is at her room which means if i jumped she could hear it.


Im such a pussy
I talk a lot when im nervous and thats why i cant shut my mouth when im near her.. I wonder if i was stuck in her mind like i just want her to remember my name!


I always make a fool out of my self! I knew she was home and thats what i was thinking about when i entered her room i swear it wasn't on purpose it just happened! And when i answered her phone.. IM SO STUPID! My phone was in my pocket but due to her sitting next to me i wasnt thinking!


I really dont know what to-


I heard jack calling me?


"Are you calling me?"
"Earth to felix! Ive been calling you for the past 3 mins!"
-sorry man i just zoomed out
-whats up?
-nothing much im just tired




And then i heard a soft knock on the door.


"Come in"


"Jack can you give your sister a ride? I dont trust john's drivings and i dont want her to drive at night and the driver is on vacation and the second driver is with your father"


"Yeah sure mom"


And my mouth started saying something? OMG I WAS TALKING!


"Madam lilly i can give her a ride i was actually going home"


"Oh thank you darling"


"No problem "


WHAT THE..? WHAT JUST HAPPENED?


OMG


YOU ASSHOLE WHAT DID YOU DO?


Why are you a pussy.. Chill it'll be nice being with her in a car!