Will He Ever Recognize Me?

Chapter 5

Joudy:

I was checking instagram when i heard a knock at the door "come in" my mom entered and started telling me that a huge amount of customized trendy clothes arrived when we where having dinner. So she asked me to check them out since Elsa arranged them in my closet.. She was getting out of the room when she turned and said: "oh, princess?"

"Yes mom?"

"I asked your brother if he can drive you"

" He wont say no"

Yes, my brother is over protective and ill always be his "lil princess"

Im so spoiled and i hate it..

"Yes he didn't say no but since felix is going back home in like 30 mins or so he said he could drive you.."

I wasn't listening anymore, i was happy? Nervous? Felt like crying from the happiness that washed over my body! I dont know but i can get used to these feelings they are amazing!

"..joudy?"

"Oh sorry mom i zoomed out.. Okay ill check the new clothes and i will change i dont need more than 30 mins anyways.."

"Okay baby girl"

I wasn't planning to change my clothes cause like john is my brother.. He have seen me in my worst days.

But since felix is driving me Im definitely changing!

After 25 mins..

I was ready. I wore a black leather jacket with stripped black and white leggings and a white shirt which was full of skull studs with gucci boots.. I kept my hair curly and applied some perfume dior- poisson..

I was going out of my room when i remembered i should take my beanie

I went downstairs and saw jack telling felix something

Jack: hey baby girl you ready?

Me: yeah i am

Jack: do you want me to give you a ride or is it okay going with Felix?

Me: no its okay

Felix: you ready?

Me: yes i am

Felix: lets go

I gave jack a kiss on the check and i saw felix opening the door for me.. I walked out of the door to be welcomed by the snow and cold weather.

Felix opened the door for me to enter the car and i entered, the car's smell was his own smell which made me inhale and inhale till he entered the car.. Sadly i exhaled.

His car was really simple, range rover sport. I didn't say he is poor but he is not so rich you know? Middle class or something

Anyway, its snowing right now and raining really hard. We are listening to safe and sound- taylor swift which happened to be my all time favorite song.

I dont know why i decided to say this info out loud? But like always my voice was shaky.

Me: i-i love this uhh song, it-its my all time favorite

Felix: yeaah its so soft and meaningful but i really prefer rock or something, but your a girl and every girl likes taylor swift . My sister loves taylor swift thats why i have this CD.

Me: oh

Was all i managed to say.

Suddenly my phone rang

Me: hello?

John: hey, look the ice is really high and im stuck at home i really cant go im so sorry

Me: what do you mean you cant come? Im in the freakin car 2 mins and ill arrive to the theaters

John: im really sorry but there is nothing i can do.

Me: okay i have to go bbye

John: kay bye

I was really embarrassed, mad, nervous, angry!! I felt like slapping john right in his face

When suddenly felix's voice appeared

Felix: its okay, do you want to go home? Or I dont know whatever you want.

Me: its okay just drop me at the theater and ill call jack he'll pick me up.

Felix: why? I can drive you where ever you want

Me: you dont really have to, i know mom just forced you to take me or something..

Felix: no i swear, she asked jack if he can and i was already going home so i told her i can..

Me: i really dont-

Felix: just stop saying the same sentence.. Do you want us to go watch a movie or do you want to go home?

Me: you re- what did you say?

He was so nervous i can see it.

Felix: uh uhm if you really wanted to watch the movie like if you where really promised you would watch it today like uh we can watch it together if you really wanted to watch it. You dont have to say yes i was just helping, i know the feeling when i promise myself to do something and i dont is really a pain the ass.. So i was UHH!! Im so sorry i talk a lot

I was just looking at him and smiling he was really cute i really didn't listen to what he said i only saw his lips moving.

Felix: you there?

Me: yeah sorry i just zoomed out.

Felix: home or cinema?

Me : cinema

Felix: okay!

I saw his smile, it reached his ears.. Why is so happy? Maybe he wanted to watch a movie too

Me: you wanted to go home? Like you'll be late if you watched the movie

Felix: i really have nothing my lil sister and parents traveled today.. I was gonna watch a movie.

Me: oh, where did they go?

Felix: they went to check on my aunt in mexico

Me: ohh

Felix: can i ask which movie?

I wasn't nervous like before which is something really great!

Me: paranormal activity 3!

Felix: Oh My God! I never knew girls loved horror movie

Me: I LOOOOVE HORROR MOVIES!

Felix: you're different

Okay.. I had a crush on you and all but U JUST CANT SAY BAD THING ABOUT ME IN MY FACE!

I was getting really angry and i think he saw it on my face, thats when he said something really sweet

Felix: no no! I mean different in a good way!! In a great way actually.

I wanted to tell him that he is really the sweetest guy ive ever meat! Buttttt

Felix: we are here!

did you really think im gonna tell him he is a sweet guy? Nope!

I saw the door opening.. Dafuq? There stood felix waiting for me to get out of the car.. How did he manage to get out of the car and open the door for me so fast?