Flawed

Prologue

"You'll be fine....breath....breathh....its gonna be fine....." Ughhhhhhhh no it wont! I tell myself staring at the mirror. My hair looks good, no wait....ugh my bangs keep falling on my face. I look stupid. My glasses are too big.....well thats what I get for being almost blind. Without glasses I can just see blurry colours. Now that I think of it, scary...., lets start over.

I'm Rose, yea...my name's really weird. Why Rose? Roses are beautiful, me? Well.......I'm probably a 5.4 in the scale of beauty. I'm 15 and 5'1. Yes. Im short. Yes its true most people in my class are even 4'11 and 4'9 but they look mature. I have a baby face. Plus my face is hairy. Im not being ungrateful and I DONOT have low self esteem. I'm happy....I'm just aware of my flaws thats all.....

Anyway, Im scared. Summers over and todays the first day of high school. IM DYING. I was new to school last year, yea i havent really made any close friends because...well I like the alone time I get. I'm not rude or anything, people say nice stuff about me. I just prefer to be alone you know. I guess I became like this ever since..UGHHH...omg Im gonna barf. We are SO not talking about what happened in my last school!!! It makes me feel sick. Sigh....
unlike last year, this year we're gonna have guys in our class. Great....just great. I'm not a feminist! I swear! Its just that....girls dont judge my attitude but guys might think Im weird, they might make fun of my curly hair, or my weird baby face or my voice.....or my hairy face...UGHHHHHHHH.

I guess I'm kinda white but no one cares anyway. I'm really sensitive about racism. I HATE RACISM. Unlike most girls I dont diet, I'm 54 kg who cares! Im not thin but not fat either so whatever.

I have an elder sister as well, May. She lives back in my home country. Shes in college. May and I are close. She knows the anxiety of guys. I have'nt had a class with guys since like....fourth grade! OBVIOUSLY IM TERRIFIED. I have a younger sister, Elina. Yep, I'm the middle child, I get less attention and my family barely know me....but i like it that way. I get good grades but no one cares because...yea! Im the middle.
My parents are kinda strict. They made some rules:
1) Be in bed my 9:00 in school days and 10 in the weekends.
2) No swearing, or hitting or fighting AT ALL.
3) No grades lower than C. They dont like C but they can live with it.
4) No friendship with guys. Keep it strict. My mom used to be the kind of person who would go around punching guys. Im not like her though.
5) No social media. I just have whatsapp. Nothing else.
6) No wearing exposing clothes.
7) No going out alone.

Some of these rules might seem too harsh but they're protecting me from.....UGHHH NO FLASHBACKS!!! Im gonna change the subject now!! Uhhhhh......carrots! No idea why I said that! Wow...its 7:15 already???? The bus is here!!! I glance at the mirror and smile. You can do it. I tell myself and I quickly run downstairs to the bus. Here we go...

(Thank you so muxh for reading!!☺☺. Luv u guys!!! Its my first story so sorry if it sucks. Let me know in the comments!!😊😊)

*the story will be told through the eyes of many characters, Rose being the main.