Hi. Uh......this are getting to me recently and I just wanted to talk to you guys about it. So....as you have already known from my last update. My name is Joan. Not Jamie. It is because I am not comfortable with who I am. The way I look outside of Wattpad or the person that I am is nothing different than the person that you know me from here. But, my appearance and my name shall be hidden. Please just call me Jamie. I feel comfortable that way.
My home that I feel the most comfortable in is in the shadows. You can hear me but can not see me. That is how I like it.
I have a problem. Throughout my life I haven't been comfortable in my own skin. I am slowly changing that. Here is the list that I don't like about myself:
- my weight (I am dieting now, a healthy diet. I used to weigh 164 pounds and now I weigh 151.6. I lost 12.4 pounds! YAY! But I am still going. I want to be 140 pounds.)
- my skin (I have eczema. I have a ton of scars all over my body. I hate it. But what can I do?)
- how I act (I am a bit dramatic at times. Which always leads into trouble. My stupidity.)
- my height (I have scoliosis. My spine right now is fine but in middle school I had to wear a body brace for two years. Now I can only grow one inch. sigh........and when I get older I will shrink! I will be a f*cking midget.) - Sorry I curse when I am upset.
I am open to you guys and now you know the real me. No more lies. I PROMISE. You have my word. I trust you guys.
That is it for now. If you like that give it a vote and see you around. Bye! Love you all! Stay Strong Warriors!
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Non-FictionHello! This book is a mix of different kinds of updates on how and what I am doing. Written by JamieWarrior
