I Am Sorry

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Hi Warriors and Readers. There is something that I should tell all of you. I am going to post this part in all of my books so that everyone would see it.

Wver since I started Wattpad I had been going through ups and downs. My Warriors, readers, and friends are very supportive. Without them I wouldn't be writing on Wattpad anymore and would have stayed in my dark cage forever. 

This experience in writing and being a part of Wattpad is the best path I had taken. It had helped me in my writing, express everything that I had to offer, and it showed me new things that this world has to offer. 

My ups and downs had been rough. Not only for me but for you guys. I am not the best person in wattpad, writer, friend and a person to follow but I try. I try every single day to inspire others and express myself in any way shape form. When I look back in the months that had passed since I had started this journey. It was difficult. A ride that was shaky and unstable. Now I want to patch those bumps that I had gone through so that when I look back again. I wouldn't feel so bad. 


The bumps that are shaky and unstable are the down falls that I had gone through and made. In other words one of those bumps happened in the summer. I had disappeared from Wattpad far too long. Which caused me to lose a certain number of followers, made a distance/gap between me and my friends on Wattpad, and other things. I couldn't remember. 

Losing followers is like losing a friend, a companion, a comrad. So iit stung a bit but I get that in here you lose and gain followers but still. The followers that I have lost was my friend. Now I have no idea if we still are. The connection is difficult. 

Another bump on this journey is me. My behavior and emotions and other stuff. It is hard to keep a low profile and to keep things balanced from studies, writing, and expectations. 


I am ready to let the chains that held me still for years. There are things that I shall take a risk in. To experience myself. Through my eyes. I want you guys to know the real me. You guys know very little about me. 

Let's start in the basics:

My real name is Joan but I prefer you to call me Jamie instead. Age is a number but something that tells us how long we have lived. Time shall not pass by me anymore. I shall live through my younger years with grace and excitement. I do not have much time in younger years. Currently my age is 16. Two more years left. Aaaahhhh!!! I love to sketch random things, music (rock,pop, and classic), anime, and fantasy things. What I hate are peanuts, spiders, failure, death, being alone and being useless. My favorite colors are red, black, blue, and green. Other things that I enjoy are rollercoasters, warm nights, TGIF's cheesecakes, milk chocolate m&ms, black roses, sleep, and the violin. 

Other things:

If you are aware, I have been busy with other things and have been updating on some days and not. Those other things that I have been busy with are my studies and chores. It might not seem much to you but it is. My studies are Accounting and my other classes. I have to focus on my studies and mainly on Accounting. 

My family is strict in some ways. Not very strict but the kind where you have boundaries and I have nothing against that. It is just hard to do things and live my young life. 


I am a terrible person in updating and doing things right. Whenever I do things it would end up a disaster. So I have been cautious in lots of things. I know I have made mistakes and I am sorry. 

Can we start over again? I want a nice atmosphere and a lively community. 

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