3rd person's POV
He's been driving for 2 hours now.
He's been thinking about Yuki while he is driving his car. Was it a bad omen? Bakit ba lagi na lang pinapaalala ng panahon ang mga masasakit na alaala na gusto na niyang kalimutan. He even changed himself. He made a total make over unto himself.. Hindi lang sa ayos nito, pati na rin ang kanyang ugali. Hindi naman dahil sa nagsawa na ito. He was torturing himself because of what he had done in the past..
His daily mantra was...
'Change for good'
'I don't deserve to be loved'
'I'm such a coward'
'I let her die'
'I don't deserve to be happy'
He had a trauma..
At ngayon naman ay pilit pinapaalala ang mga masasakit na bagay na nais na niyang kalimutan...
'Yuki, that girl'
He uttered while punching steering wheel.
'Its impossible' he said hysterically
'Rachel' he said.. its been years pero hanggang ngayon ay bakit ang hapdi parin para sa kanya.. Saying her name hurts him.. Imposible na si Yuki at ang pinsan ni Rachel ay iisa... 1st ay iba ang name nila.. 2nd ay iba ang age nila... If his calculation was right.. Keziah is only 22 years and not 24.. But their faces are very identical... even the beauty mark she has on her left cheek..
Malapit na siya sa may intersection ng bigla niyang naalala ang mga nakalipas.. Because of Yuki ay bigla na naman niyang naalala si Rachel...
Shit! Why can't I forget about her!
Unti unti ng pumatak ang mga luha niya while thinking of that past eventThird Person's POV
It was 7 years ago, the warm air makes him wanna strip his clothes.."Tita ang init"
"Well, what would you expect nasa Pilipinas ka"
He smiled..
"Tita, thanks for convincing my mom"
He said while looking at Jimin's mom
"Ok lang yun ano kaba. Masyado ka na niyang sinasakal"
"Nga po pala si Flame??"
"That boy! Pumayag siya sa trip na ito tapos uunahin muna daw niya yung business na inooffer sa kanya ng tita Lanie mo sa Europe! Kaya ko nga siya niyaya para makapagpahinga naman siya kahit papaano! Masyado siyang nahook dun sa maliit na business na dare nila ng papa niya! Naku yung batang yun!!"
Tita Lanie is Alesa's mom na isang Filipina..
He was amused... Never naging ganoon ang mama niya sa kanya...
He smiled"Tita mukhang nag eenjoy si Chimchim ahh.. panigurado hahabol yun dito.. he won't miss this chance na magiging kumpleto kayong tatlo.nina tito" He also call Jimin as Chimchim
She knows he was right
She sighed and looked at his husband's sleeping face... The mark on his face proves that he's too old at kailangan na nito na magka apo...
Papunta na sila ngayon sa isang resort. Last month pa siyang nagbook ng ticket papuntang Palawan. Lagi nalang siyang kinukulit nitong si Jimin na pumunta doon. He always tells him, "That place is a paradise, you should come and see!". Ngayon naman ay kung sino pa ang nagyayaya ay siya pa ang wala.
BINABASA MO ANG
More Than What I Wished For
Romans(7 months ago) "I'm sorry but I have to tell you this" Then he paused... "She only have 9 months to live" Those words broke me down. While my family shed tears that day Paano kung isang araw nalaman mo na may dalawang buwan ka na lang para mabuhay...