Is he the one?

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Well, I'm inspired right now though I don't have the assurance what might happened and what would be the changes now that I am an officially a college student. I'm taking up accounting, though some people told me that it wasn't an easy course. But this what I want to pursue and I'll take the risk out of it. I have this newbie courage to embrace my college life.

the first week was cool, I've met new friends from different places and they're pretty good and easy to hang with. As usual, when you're around with friends they usually bringing out about their love stories and boyfriends. I'm just listening and want to say something too so I have something to share with them.  The thing was, I never have the experienced that normal teenager should already experienced. I've never fall in loved with a guy before. I have few crushes in high school, But it's easily faded and didn't entertain much of those feelings. How I wish I have those sweet smiles and sparkling eyes they have while talking about their special someone.

I was focusing on my studies and our instructor always giving compliments on this guy that I never pay attention with. By surprised I heard him say something that caught my attention, that we came from same high school.  I remembered nothing about him or passed him by. It's funny maybe I just didn't stretched out myself to get more socialized and meet other students other than my classmates. And I confirmed him about it and He smiled at me..........

I will never forget that moment when He faced me and that magically smile he had. Those smile that made my heart leaped for a second. The strange feeling that I think my very first time to feel. After that, I can't eat. This is not me, I love eating but now I'm acting weird. My friends worrying about me because according to them I look sick. I don't know but all I'm thinking now is all about this guy. This person whom I'm only noticed today.

When that day happened, I began to noticed him and glancing at him sometimes. Not only that I figured out that he was kind too. There's a lot of good things that I'm discovering each day. One of them was when he helped me in our assignment, and he even corrected my wrong answers with his own handwritten. I wish that the teacher would send it back to us that so I might keep that piece of paper. 

I think I'm inspired waking up each morning because I'm so excited to see him. I admit that one of my weaknesses was to wake up early in the morning. But now, my excitement boost me to wake up and get ready for school. But I was disappointed because when I entered the room, he's wasn't still here. I'm standing and leaning my back at the front door of classroom. Waiting for him. And finally I saw him heading to the room and don't know what to do,so  run inside and sat down and acting like I didn't see him at all. What I am doing, I laughed at myself. He's still kind to me and to everyone of us. He's gaining popularity now not only in our block but even in the higher years.